Recap......
" Can I sleep beside you on your bed, please ?"
I asked with still a little hope in my heart but he shattered that hope by the next words he uttered..............****************************************************
"So now that you can't have flings anymore you are trying to seduce me and sleep with me wow great.
"N-no i-i am not ....."
"Cut this dramatic emotional nonsense of yours, a slut like you would do anything to get into a man's bed . But I won't entertain you here ."
How can he be this cruel ? Don't cry Sera don't cry
"Give me another room ."
"No ."
"Why ? You don't want me on the bed right so what's the problem if I get another room i don't want to sleep on the floor or couch. "
"Mom has asked Sabrina to keep an eye on us , if she gets a hint that you live in another room she will tell mom about this and I don't want her to interfere in our matters or worry about us ,so you still do as I say ."
" I won't sleep on the floor or couch ."
"You don't have any other choice."
" I want another room ."
"No. Sabrina lives in the room downstairs so I won't allow you to stay in another room . I don't want any other problems on my plate right now ."
" When you said this isn't my house were you real serious?"
"As serious as a heart attack ."
"Fine"
Feeling dejected and sensing that nothing i would say or do would change his mind , i enter the closet to take the pills . I stare at the bottle for a minute or two debating if I should really take this or not because it's been long since I had taken them . Also the problem is that taking one pill is not enough for me , I have tried taking one but still it doesn't help me sleep peacefully i usually wake up in 3 or 4 hours with a nightmare .
With Riccardo's behaviour and attitude towards me I don't think it's a good idea to let him know about my nightmares and he is the type of person who would let me die because it will lead to him getting freedom from me and our so-called marriage .
He might also accuse me of faking a nightmare just to get close to him .
So I think I should take a pill so that I can sleep peacefully for at least 3 to 4 hours .I quickly take one pill then go to the kitchen to get a glass of water and take the pill in the kitchen itself .
After taking the pills , i go to the bedroom and take 'A million kisses in a lifetime ' book to read until I fall asleep.
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