13. my lovely moon // jikook ff 💜 (On Going)

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'Just a few more second more and this finally over' this what omega jimin said in his thoughts while looking at the camera.
He is laying in a big bed and he got this messy sexy hair bed. He wore nothing except a pair of blue lacey lingerie.
He is thankful that the only presence inside are the photographer a beta, his manager tae a beta, and the creative director of men's magazine a mated alpha where he is the model of their new release magazine. The lacey lingerie he wore was too daring for his personal taste. But it was his image dictated  so he had no right to complain. Besides, he had been doing that for 10yrs.

He must be used to it. After all, the modelling world considered him as sex goddess.  Fantasies of both gender. His sexy billboards were all over the country. He also have TV commercials and he is also calendar boy of one of the well known liquor brand. FHM and playboy magazine even hailed him as the top sexiest male omega in the world. A title he'd held for 5 consecutive years.
He even have many offer with sexy roles in a movies but he refuses all of that. Because he knows he don't have any talent on acting. And beside he don't want to be touch or to he kissed by anyone else while there are millions who can watch it. Its enough his pictures all over the magazines ang other product endorsements.

But still, he can feel shy and uncomfortable.  But he is not telling it to tae, he don't want the beta to be worried. Tae didn't force him to be like what his image right now. He wholeheartedly  agreed to have a sexy image so he had to do his best and be tough, not that he don't want tae to be disappointed, but because he don't want to be fooled by anyone else. He promised to himself that  he wouldn't be the same, naive, innocent, almost ignorant jimin again.

"Please arch your back a little, JM." The photographer said.
Jimin comply.
"That's it. It's good. Look here. I want a seductive look., yes, thats great!" Then flashes from camera start.
His skin is aching due to lightning that is too focus on him but he didn't complain.  He followed all the demand of the photographer.  He want this photo shoot to end.
After an hour the photographer shouts.
"It's a wrap!"
Tae hurriedly came to jimin with a robe in his hands.
"That's was perfect, JM babe!" Tae said smiling to him.
"Thank you tae bear. That's all for today right?" Jimin said smiling to tae and wearing the robe that he gave to him.
"Well, they're asking if you want to eat with them. And if you want to hang out with them tonight." Tae said.
Jimin apologetic smile.
"Tae, can you just tell them I can't? I promise to mom that I will come home to busan. She will be panic if I can't go home later."
Tae exhaled but he smiled.
"Okay, your mom is important than them. I don't want your mom to be worried to you, and have an attacked. Just be safe on your travel home."

They both stand and walk with each other to the dressing room. Tae knows that jimins mom have a poor health. And since she got a heart attacked 10yrs ago she became dependent to him. He understand his mom because they only have each other. His alpha father died during his work. He visit his mom weekly as he promised to her.
"Are heading to busan or you will stop over to your house?"
"I will head to busan after this."
He is thankful to tae because he understand him. Tae is not just a manager to him but also a friend. He always take care of him, and giving advices. And most importantly he is the one who help him when he thinks that he will give up on all the problems that come on his way.

Had he been an alpha and not a beta, he would Dragged him off to the nearest church to marry and get mated.
That was how great tae was.

When jimin got inside the dressing room tae remain outside the door. He will wait to him as he said.
"I really don't mind, tae. Besides, I know I'm not your type." Jimin said teasingly.
"I know you are not comfortable when there's someone with you while you dress. We both know how Conservative you are."
Jimin smile and start dressing. It's true. Even he has sexy image he is a Conservative omega.
Back in college, someone even teased him that he was Mr. Goody two shoes. However. He didn't care. For him that's one of his best quality.

'Until he came into your life and treated you like a rag.'
Suddenly his smile dropped. He wondered why that thought suddenly entered his mind. Its been ages he's not thinking about that.
He just shrugged and start to undressed the lingerie that he wore for the shoot. These came from his own line of undergarments  that were designed by a famous lingerie designer. He look up to the mirror in front of him.
Sometimes when his doing it he feels like the one infront of the mirror is not him. The omega in the reflection look so liberated. As if he is so professional on playing fire. And that's what others think about him too.

'Which is good'
It's been a long time since he forgot about his old self. In front of everyone atleast.
" jimin, babe, aren't you done yet? It's dangerous to travel at night." Tae said.
Jimin get his luggage and go out. When he look at tae his eyebrows furrow.
"What?" Jimin asked confused.
"You dont brush your hair babe." Tae commented.
Jimin caressed his hair. Aside to tae, his hair was actually black with a streak of brown. Along with his image transformation he dye his hair blonde. With his new look, no one he'd knew would instantly  recognise him, especially the people back in college.

"This will not be even notice, tae. This is my advantage, hehe." He said. Before he didn't care if he brush his hair or not. But when tae got him as a model for bangtan agency, tae always remind him to fix his hair.
"Well, your right, but I think, you need some treatment for your hair. When you got a free sched, go to salon and treat your hair, ask darlyn to fix it." Tae said. Darlyn is the stylish.
"Okay."
Tae got his luggage and the walk side by side to go outside the building.
They've been greeted by staff and creative director of the magazine.  They said their thank yous and goodbyes.
"They look disappointed that they will not eat with you jimin." Tae commented when they are in front of the car.
Jimkn smiled.
"You know I cant resist my mom."
"I know babe. OK go ahead. Don't forget to get back soon as possible. We have meeting regarding to your photo shoot at JFB." Tae said. What he is telling is about jeon food and beverages. Jimin is the calendar model of the liquor product of the company.
"I know. Don't worry."
"And don't forget you have gown fitting for Lisa's wedding."
Jimin smiled. Lisa was a fellow model. They are both hired by tae. It's been a while since she meet his alpha. an architect.  He thinks that Lisa is very lucky to have alpha like him. He respects omega.
Jimin thought, why he can't find alpha like Lisa's fiancé.

Well, back then, he thought he had already found him, but then he was disillusioned when he discovered his true nature. But he couldn't blame him, he warned him he wasn't a good alpha from the beginning. However, just like all idealistic omega, he thought he could change him.
He smiled and shrugged the thought.
"Okay, bye tae."
Tae nodded and jimin got to his car and go.
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TBC.....

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