13. my lovely moon // jikook ff 💜 (On Going)

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Jimin took a deep breath while driving. Honestly being a model is tiring. Stressful. Irregular time, and sometimes he have a continuous project that's why he can't have enough sleep. He needs to maintain his figure. He can't go in public that can attract attention.
But it's not a big deal for him. He don't want to go out that much. Beside he owe so much on being a model. Because of this work his mom is still alive. Modelling is also his escape from the pain he felt.
A memory flashed in his mind, followed by the image of an alpha from his past. He shake his head to erase the memory that slowly resurfacing.
What in the world was happening to him? Why he suddenly remember the past that he already trying to forget.
My omega is clawing inside of me.

'He's already gone.he won't be coming back. Even if he does, he has nothing to do with me anymore.'

"Jimin, thank god you arrived." His omega father greet him.
He is the only one that calling him jimin, because he is known by JM at modelling world. His father is looking at him.
"Appa, is there's any problem?" He asked confused. It's not the way how he dress he know it, because his appa knows the line of his work.
When he decided to became a model, a sexy model, his appa only told him, he is bright and he have trust in whatever he is doing.
His appa blink his eyes.
"Nothing sweetheart. You look like your dad when I always see you're blue eyes. Even the color of your hair its same as your dad."
Jimin heard the longing and love from his appas voice.

They enter their home. They only have a simple home here in busan. Before he is planning to sell it when he is earning enough. He wants his omega father to go with him in Seoul. But his father refuse. He don't want to leave their home. His alpha father is long gone. He died in the battle. His alpha father is soldier.
Jimin promise to himself that he would choose a great and better alpha like his father.
However, he ended up to opposite of what he dream of.

"Wait, I know you don't have eaten yet. I've cook your favorite. Let's go and eat."
When they go to their dining area, jimin widen his eyes. It looks like his omega father excitedly cook for them. There are so much food in the table.
"Appa, you know I cant eat a lot."
"Just this once jimin. Its will be waste if you will not eat it."
Jimin sit in the chair and start eating. If tae knows this he will scold him.
While they eat his appa remember something.
"Jimin, son, our neighbour daughter came here asking if she can borrow your books. Her daughter passed in the university where you studied before. You have the same course that's why she is asking if she can borrow your books. I tell her that I will ask you first when you arrive."
"It's okay, appa, it's still in my room. I hope you give it to her so he don't need to go back here. You know I will not use them anymore."
"I'm just thinking that maybe you have some books that you don't want to give. Just seperate the books that you like."
Jimin just nodded and continued eating.
After eating jimin tried to wash the dishes but his appa said.
"Take a rest and change you're clothes. When you move I can slightly see your groin due to your daring outfit."

Jimin just go to his room to change he still have his clothes here. When he is done changing he start looking at his old bookshelf. There's a lot of books that he used from college and other novel that he buy from book sale. When he start caressing it suddenly he missed reading those old books. When he start in his career he rarely read books. When he is not working he often sleeping.
His hand stop in a particular book. That is his algebra book. His heart suddenly felt a twinge.
He get it and opened it slowly. It's still there. The dry rose that he kept there for long years. Due to its dryness you can't tell if what it's color before. But he knew it. It was a red rose. And that rose held many bittersweet memories. His memories when he was just an innocent 16yrs old omega.

He took a deep breath. He feel like he is about to cry. Why did he still fell that way after so many years? For goodness sake he already have everything! He was famous,desired and rich. Almost all alpha in the country desired him and almost all omega envied him. So why did he feel so alone at that moment?

Didn't he succeed in making his heart indifferent to what happened before? Is the inner wall not enough to depend him? His make over so that his past won't affect him?
He lay in his bed. Maybe it had something to do with Lisa. He is overwhelmed to the happiness he saw in her face. That's why he is questioning his self why he is not happy as her.
Well, he felt that happiness..... once.
He closed his eyes. And even he don't want he still see the face of a certain alpha. The alpha that he loved so much. The alpha who broke his heart though he bet he wasn't aware of it.
He sighed....  jungkook... why I still remember you.
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TBC.....

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