Chapter 11

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"Please tell me your reason of giving me this." I rolled my eyes."Ma'am.We feel that your condition is getting more....unstable than before." He said holding out pills to me. "Do I look like I need them? I will not take those unless it is written on my chart." I cross my arms. "We advise you to please take them. It keeps your nerves under control." He said. Ha. Nerves uncontrol huh? "No thank you." I say. He sighed. "Then I should report this." He said. "Go ahead." I say. "It is what is best for you." He said.

Best for me? "How would you know that? None of this is good for me. I doubt any of the stuff you give me is gonna help me in any way! Therfore, you don't know what is best for me!" I said getting angry. "Woah! Okay. Someone needs a time out." Ross said coming between us. "No. I'm perfectly fine." I said crossing my arms and growling at him. "No. You need to calm down and take this." He said holding them out to me. He sent the doctor out of the room. "I won't take it. He doesn't know what he's talking about." I say. He pulled up the chair and sat across from me.

"Baby....I know this is hard but you can't keep flipping out on every person you see in a white lab coat that enters this room." He said. I pounded my fist into the table and stared at him. "Well I won't if they stop being total jackasses. What type of bullshit is this? Last time I checked, you don't give a cancer patient anything else besides their treatment medicine. And in case you haven't noticed, I'm not bipolar and I'm not crazy. If they want to kill me with the harmful substances they call medicine, they mind as well kick me out of the fucking hospital and let me die in the comfort of my own home." I gritted me teeth. He hesitantly took hold of my fist.

"I get it. I do. But you gotta get out of your head. The more you think about it, the more you start to shut us. The more you start to shut me out." He said. "I'm not shutting you out. I'm just not taking any of this shit. Who is it helping? Its certainly not helping me. If it was, I wouldn't be here." I defended. "See. There you go. Your getting defensive." He pointed out. I crossed my arms and looked away from him. "Look at me." He said. "No. I want to be alone." I say. "For how long this time?" He asked causing me to look back at him. "I don't know." I mumbled looking back down.

"You can't keep doing this. Its unhealthy." He said. "What do you know about health?" I snapped. He crossed his arms mimicing me. "I know a lot about health." He said. I uncrossed my arms and looked at him. "Oh yeah? Enlighten me." I say. He sat up straight and rested his elbows on the table that seperated us. "What is health huh?" I asked getting impatient. He just eyed me. "Don't you dare start that." I pointed at him. "Start what? I'm just looking at your pretty face." He said raising his eyebrow at me. I rolled my eyes. If they don't call lights out soon, I'm gonna poke my own eyes out. "What are you doing now?" I said rubbing my head. "Nothing. I'm still staring at your pretty face." He said.

I felt a headache coming on."Please help me." I begged. "Your fine. What do you need help with?" He asked. Huh? "What do you mean?" I asked. "Well, you refuse to take these pills. And now your seeing things." He said getting up and coming over to my side. "I'm fine like you said. What is wrong with you?" I asked him. "Nothing. What is wrong with you?" He asked taking my shoulder. His hand felt so cold. I shivered and closed my eyes. I was pulled into my own world. A world I never want to be a part of.

'I see you made it back. But yet you haven't done your task.' What task? This is my life. I'm gonna live it like I want to. 'Then take a look at this.' I looked to my side and there was a little girl sitting on a park bench. She was crying. She seemed lost. What does this have to do with me? 'Easy. Look at her Laura. Who does she remind you of? Think long and hard about this.' Is that even possible? I stared at the flashing images in front of me. Who is she? Who is she? I walked closer to her. 'Stop being hesitant and look at her.' I rolled my eyes and touched her shoulder.

She didn't move. 'And you feel sorry for yourself.How pathetic.' You don't know anything about me. I reached out for the little girl once more. "Laura." She called and took hold of my hand. I was too paralyzed to move. How does she know my name? 'Answer lies within you.' I slowly started to embrace her. "Dad won't let go. Please. Please help me." She sniffed. Dad? Who's dad? "He hasn't moved on.Only you can help him." She said. Who hasn't moved on? What is she talking about? I slowly started to raise her face to look at her but she suddenly disappeared from me vision.

"No!" I called. 'Sucks huh? But life without you will be better. Save everybody while you still can.' "Laura." I snapped back to reality. The same brown eyes stared at me. "Your improving. I believe in you. Now take these." He said. "Promise to always help me through these?" I asked shaking and taking a deep breath. "Just promise me you'll take it. Unless your allergic." He said. I nodded. "I promise." I said. He smiled. "I promise." He said. I pecked his cheek. He handed me a glass of water and the pills. I looked at it and then took them. I gulped them down as some girl walked into the room holding a bag. "Ross its done." She called happily. "Who is she?"
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