Out of control, drowning in my role.
But what role is that?
Boss, Wife, Mother..... Always falling flat.
Giving it my all but constantly dropping the ball.
Wanting perfection, can't stand my reflection.
I make myself sick, I don't want this version of me to stick.
Must regain my control, if not I'll end up in a 6ft hole.
I don't want that, I want to be me again.
I promise this to myself, I will be better then.