"Niney, you are my opp."
Liya snarls, her face creasing with every movement. She backs away from me, like I was a threat, an evil, disgusting monster.
My world freezes.
Stops.
Time stops.
"A complete Monster."
Liya, my best friend, the person I put my trust into, just called me something I swore I'd never hear again.
A Monster
The words burned my skin.
Like fire gone loose.
The words sunk my heart down to hell.
Maybe lower.
No time to guess.
She would figure it out for me anyways.
The words.
It was worse than sticks and stones.
The words I swore I would never hurt me ever again.
I swore.
I promised myself.
I can't trust Liya, or myself.
What's wrong with me.
Could I have avoided this?
Would I have?
I look over to Toni.
Who snickers a disgusting, evil, crackly snicker.
"Toni?.."
I mutter, helplessly, nobody would listen.
I wouldn't even listen to myself,
Looking like a child.
Nobody would take me seriously.
They thought this was a game.
A sick, twisted, cruel game.
A game I never wanted to play.
Not like they care.
At all.
Not like they ever would.
Nobody cares what a little, helpless, child thinks.
Silly me.
