I know what your thinking
But your only a kid? You shouldn't be worrying about things like that.
But that's where the problem comes in.
I do worry.
I worry alot about my weight because of the girls around me, their skinny so why aren't I..
I worry about my skin, I've got spots...but no one else has...
I worry about my smile because my smile isn't like everyone else's smile...
I worry about my hair, it's different..people might hate me because of it..
I worry about my appearance because these voices at the back of my head tell me that I shouldn't be eating because I look really fat.
That I should feel bad about my hair because it's different.
That I should be stressing over the spots on my skin.
That I shouldn't smile because my teeth aren't perfect....
These voices are controlling me...
Making me shut people out..
Pushing the people who love me away...
Making me cry myself to sleep a night...
Making me feel depressed...
They're making me hate myself...
They're killing me...
YOU ARE READING
me
RandomWell I've given this alot of thought and I have quite a few people who read what I write so o thought instead of making up a character in my head and giving you a story that's confusing... why don't I give you a story that's real... why don't I give...
