Will I be able to forget you ever in this life...
Maybe no... Surely no..
yn took a sigh while looking at his peaceful face and a unknown smile crept over your lips nd yn kept the picture back in the shelf nd went towards your bathroom to freshen up... Yn came out of bathroom while wearing along silk shirt reaching your knees nd straight trouser under it with scarf was wrapped around your head like hijab...yn did a lil skincare nd touch-up and applied perfume nd left your room while taking your belonging as yn were going to your university.
As yn came in the dining area yn shouted in a lil loud whinny voice nd said "yaa my ladyyyy where is my breakfast my poor tummy is hungry... Give me something to eat I'm getting late " ....with that your mother entered the dining area while holding your breakfast nd placed it in front of yn nd cupped your cheeks in her hand while saying "take here my little munchkin..fill your poor tummy ".
Yn looked at her with eyes full of love and admiration and said "you know naa I love you so muchhhh my ladyyy "...your mother smiled nd said "yes my precious dumbo I know nd you also know I too love you so much right? ".
Yn nodded your head innocently than she smiled and patted your cheeks while saying "common now finish your breakfast as you are getting late "...you immediately started eating your breakfast after finishing it you went toward your Eomma nd hugged her while kissing her cheeks nd said "okk my beloved ladyyy take care of yourself nd eat on time don't miss me so much nd don't forget to give your man lots of kisses from my side"
Yn winked at her while saying those last words nd your mother looked at yn in disbelief while thinking what you actually said.
You chuckled a little nd left the house for your university as you reached there you made a call to your friend and asked her
"yaa volcano where are you dude? "
"You forget to say salaam my precious lava "
"Oops my bad assalamulaikum where are you? Why not you reach the university yet huh? "
"My poor dumbo I'm already in the lecture room it's you who is late "
She chuckled while saying this which made yn a little angry as she left yn alone then you spoke in a gentle yet pissed tone
"Yaa cut the call you are wasting my time"
With that she replied "I surely gave you the perfect name LAVA "you scoffed a lil and said
"nd I was also not wrong when I gave you the name VOLCANO it's suits you ".
Yn cut the call nd entered the class nd went straight towards your friend nd sat next to her
(either how much we fight but still we love each other so much)...
After attending all the lectures you both entered in the cantine for having something as yn were feeling hungry....yn ordered brownies for your friend nd cookies for yourself with two coffees.
Yn both ate the food just then your friends asked you "so how's your bubakook?"as she said those words yn hide your face with your palms while blushing hard your friend chuckled after seeing yn actually she found it so cute then she again asked you "oh my cutie lava what happened to you "...just then you peeked from your hands while surpassing your blushed state nd spoke in shy tone "yaaa you always make me blush by addressing him as mine aishhhh ".
As those words left your mouth you again hide your face while your friend laughed a little just then she stopped laughing and started staring at you while titling her head with an affectionate emotional look in her eyes and asked you "you love him so much naaa?....why are you so into him ?...despite of knowing that there is no future of you two bu.. Yn immediately cut her words while saying
"Is it necessary to be together for loving someone....nd who says we have no future huh... I can understand together we have no future but still I will always be apart of his future through my prayers... Loving him is not for any reason I love him for nothing but wanna give him everything...my...everything. "
As yn completed your words your eyes fell on your friend who was looking at you with an amused nd pained look on her face just then yn wave in front of her nd her thoughts broke away.... She looked at you with the pained look in her eyes and said " I see my lava has become strong enough to bear her pain while hiding it behind her smile hnn".
Yn looked at her while saying " pain...what kind of pain..nd why would I give a fake smile huh? ...you are just overthinking my volcano ".
Yn smiled while looking at her nd she also smiled but deep down her words were making your heart hurt so badly as you also know that whatever she said is the truth of this cruel life... Truth of your moon's fate 🌙...
In the evening as yn reached back home yn immediately went to your mother's room nd as you were about to knock the door opened and your mother hugged you while saying " oh my beloved princess how's your day at university " yn hummed in response while giving her that was good look on your face she chuckled while looking at yn as she know that you must be tired after the hectic day full of lectures nd studies...your mother came beside yn nd caressed your cheeks while saying " my beloved dumbo must be tired huh? " yn nodded your head innocently then she patted your cheeks and said "go nd take a good nap I'll make your favourite food in dinner which is as usual Biryani ".
With that yn left from there towards your room nd went straight towards the bathroom after freshening up yn came back into the room nd sat on the bed edge while all the time your friend words were the only thing echoing in your ears...remembering those words your heart was feeling strange kind of feelings just than your eyes fell on the clock nd it was isha Salah time as you came late from the university then u went shopping so it took yn to reach home around 8:30...
You went to perform ablution as your heart was getting heavier nd surely Salah is the only key to get peace nd relief from all the pain and sufferings...yn came after performing ablution nd wear your prayer scarf nd spread the prayer mat...as you stood up on the prayer mat yn felt someone is stabbing into your heart so bad your heart was in pain with that a whimper left your mouth and yn started your salah while saying
"Allahuakbar"
As you were crying continuously while offering your salah every thing was getting blurred in front of your eyes but your tears remain streaming from your eyes.
As u went in sajdah yn cried your heart out while saying
"Ya Allah...ya Allah it hurts so bad yaaa.. It.. It hurts so bad...ya rabbi my heart.. My heart ya rabbi...yaaa"
With that you went for the second Sajdah nd said "this..this pain is hard to tolerate ya Allah help..help me..to....to endure this pain.. Please don't let me to.. to..get weak....ya Allah "
Yn completed the whole Salah nd yn were crying continuously the whole time... Just then yn raised your hands for making dua with trembling hands nd spoke with whimpers
Ya Allah...only you are aware of my pain ya rabbi..only you.. No one knows my pain except you.. You are the owner of my life yaa rabbi...nd I'm nothing but a sinner ya Allah.. I did a greatest sin by falling for one of your lost servant yaa Allah... Despite of knowing there is nothing gonna work...between us.. my heart still loves him like crazy...i don't have my control on my...my emotions yaa rabbi... Please help..help me to be strong ya Allah... Please forgive me nd bless him with hidayat ya rabbi...
After completing your prayer yn caressed your face with your hands with closed eyes nd suddenly jungkook's innocent face came infront of your eyes and a pained smile crept over your lips...nd only words left from your mouth were
My beloved moon 🌙...
my jeon _
....
"Whether whatever it takes he always becomes the reason of your smile even in the pains..."
"this is the connection yn hold with him no one can understand this... "
" Except your heart ♥..."
Hope y'all like it 🙃
I'll try my best to portray my story in the perfect way of itself ❤
Inaya_
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Fate of Moon || jjk ff
Teen FictionA fictional story which will take you towards the reality of this delusional words by giving you the most pure and pious vibe of "Love". " Hangout with me for the sake of my moon ...Loving you was never my mistake instead I learn from this ...." The...
