..Mafia brothers..(Lost And Found)

22. dont leave me! 😔

Yn pov

I think jisoo unnies matter is solved she looks happy now I'm so happy to see her smiling again but my throat went dry when dad started talking he said he'll be going for a business trip for few days my face drop My eyes turned glassy and I didn't realise when a word slipped through my mouth it took me a second to realise I SPOKE heck, I felt everyone's head snapped towards me..

I didn't look up to them tears slipping my eye before anyone questions I quickly ran to my room locking the door.....

Once I'm aware that I really spoke after 12 years a word came Outta my mouth and I don't know what it means but I did say that just then it sets in panic rushes my veins when I start wondering why I haven't been hurt still. Are they planning the best way to hurt me because I spoke? Is that y they stayed silent? Terror fills me I should have kept my stupid mouth shut...

After 10 mins I hear someone bang my door it might be a knock but my fear makes it worse I start thinking they are coming to hurt me I crawl near the wall folding myself hiding myself and rocking myself I don't wanna feel it again please lord then I hear suga oppas soft voice

Yn open the door baby..it's me your suga oppa.....but dipped in horror I'm too scared to respond..

Princess I'm coming in...he walks in and when he finds he walked to me I get more scared praying to God but what suprise me is instead of hiting me he pulls me on his lap hugging me and comforting me...

please don't punish me I won't talk again oppa please don't punish me please..I write not having the courage to open my mouth again..

bachaa no.. shuuu baby stop crying you did nothing wrong baby oppa is so proud of you bachaa we are so happy to hear you...I somewhat felt so relieved to hear that and guilt build in they are my family they assure Me thousand times but why can't I trust them..

All my family walks in my room comforting me and the love they give me really helps me get over my overwhelming emotions I'm so grateful to have them the way they support me and encourage me to speak I finally accept that I can talk with them without any hard but still there's little fear which I'll have to work with I thank them for being there for me I can't say how much I love them...

But then after tae oppa asked what I was trying to say I remember about appa making my eyes glitter again..

Appa...I say throwing my arms at him as he picks me up..

Nu..I say again and I don't think they understand what I mean so I say clearly..

You can't go...I sounds like a command and that's what it is I won't dare do that but I really don't want my dad to go..I look at him with glassy eyes and his expression change to concern as his eyes soften...

I have to angel it's really important princess..he says..

Please don't go..I wisper in his ears hugging his tightly as if hes running away from me...

Understanding fills his features before he let's out a soft breath..it's really important sweetheart I'm sorry....

I pinch my arm to keep my tears from slipping I don't wanna be a cry baby when I've stayed strong all my life but the thought of him going away breaks my heart..

Everyone stay quiet for a while then appa assures me.. it'll be alright sweetie..
Your oppas are here with you and even izzy aunty is here for you (Mrs Jeon) they will take care of you baby and I promise I'll call you everyday...

I shake my head p-please d-on't leave me..I shutter out, sniffing as tears finally let their way out I wiped them away quickly..

They all look at me as if I'm the cutest and most heartbreaking thing ever