My Love For You...

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I wait for you whole day,
I stay up at night & wait,
Just for your one text,
Even when I know I won't get.

I don't get to see you everyday,
I don't get to talk to you everytime,
Still I've no complaints,
And even I don't have any right to say.

I wait, wait & wait,
To see you, to have you,
Remembering those lil love moments,
All the time together we spent.

I see you're someone else's,
I see you loving her,
It kills me inside you know,
Still I say nothing & smile.

I love the way you pull me close,
I love it when you say you don't want me to go,
I don't know everything you say is your love,
Or are just nice things to be said & heard.

Except you nothing makes sense,
You make my life, without you it's blank!
You know you're the meaning of it,
Still there's that gap, unfilled.

You say nothing when I do something you don't like or want,
You say you don't have any rights to say,
Even after when I said I'm only yours!
I really wanna know what do you want?

Do you feel for me like I do?
Do you feel for me just because we're close?
I know a lil maybe much about you,
Just because you said you want me to.

It could have ended the day after it started,
I don't know what made it to go on,
Is it for ever or just for now?
Just because you're committed to the one you said you're now hers.

I've a lot of questions about it all,
You say we mean nothing,
Then what is it about?
Just for fun?ends with Leaving someone hurt?

No one knows about us,
Just like how you want.
The complexity in it,
Is the reason everything is hidden, untold.

Even I can say no one about us,
Just 'cause I won't have the answers,
To the questions they'll ask,
Like If you love him, then why are you both apart?

All those kisses, those hugs with lift.
Did they had some reason behind?
Will everything fade away with time?
I remember "Our time" you said to wait for it, well I'm waiting.

You have your own life,
Your own problems & matters.
Maybe I know them maybe I don't.
Didn't I said, I wanna help you to solve.

I see it fading sometimes,
The thing between us.
But when I decide to give up
It all seems to come back to life with it's old like new shine!

I have nothing to say nothing to do,
Shouldn't I be happy,
You know what I feel for you.
Well I ain't, didn't I said I hate sharing you!

I wanna know what I'm to you?
What do we mean?
I've a lot more questions,
But you know I'll stay quiet.

Leaving it to you
'Cause you're the one to know & do.
Well for now, you would have known,
What's my love for you...
It's the reason
Of my hope, behind all my wait
& to Accept it all as it is...
I know you want to give me a place,
You say I deserve.
I'm waiting for it, my love...

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