Crawling from the darkness
I hide within my mind,
I wonder why I managed
Even to survive.
Creeping from the wreckage
Of my self esteem,
Wondering in passing
What I can redeem.
My pride is gone, and beauty,
Creativity,
My ego fell in battle
And my positivity.
And so I have determined
I've nothing left to lose;
Nothing left to hide
That can be abused.
So from this point on
I'll let myself run free;
For the only thin that I could save
From the ruins was me.