Star In The DARK -Hyunlix ff

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Felix's hands were shaking . After hearing a word from hyunjin he went quiet...
Jisung read the room and signalled chan to go
"Amm we will go and look on auntie she must be worried about u....lets go chan" Jisung said and chan nodded. The left the room leaving Hyunjin and Felix alone ,Felix was quiet not even bothering to say anything.
Hyunjin spared a glance at his hands which were shaking continuously. He rubbed off the blood and put ointment on his wounds and banded it in no time meanwhile Felix was just quietly staring at a spot of the wall expressionlessly .
Hyunjin stood up ,put box back into the nightstand and sat near Felix.
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HYUNJIN POV:
I sat near him.. I could feel something was going on his mind..I held his hand but he jerked his hand slightly looking at me with a blank face and got off from bed to walk away .
He and I stood up but he hissed in pain coz of wounds on his feet.
I put his arm around my neck to support him and put him in the bed again.
"How can someone be this stubborn...just look at yourself u are literally injured right now but You Still Have This Fu.. Pride!.."
"I -I mean u don't even like to get your wound treated stop being this stubborn and u still don't even let me dress your wound.. why are you doing this get your shit together stop being a kid!"I scolded him while putting a blanket on him. I mean how can someone be this much stubborn but...he might have his reasons...I'm a bit drunk maybe that's why I'm speaking a bit too much and scolding him.
He was looking at his hands and fidgeting with his fingers, a wave of guilt rose in me ..maybe coz I scolded him too much. I sat near him and pulled him and took his hands in mine which were now slightly shaking but better than before. He didn't jerked off like before but stayed still.. I rubbed his back of hand to comfort him.. we sat in awkward silence for while then I sighed "I'm s" I was talking when he interrupted me "i don't want to talk right now. I'm going too sleep" brushing off my hand .
"Listen to m"
"I said I want to sleep!" He yelled and slipped into his sheets and turned off lights.
I sighed and stood up to go. "Good night.." said quietly and closed the door slowly.
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FELIX'S POV:
I was exhausted , embarrassed , tired and crestfallen. The memories were flooding over my brain , I wanted to crush my mind , I wanted to bury myself 6 ft in the ground....the breeze coming from the window reminded me of him..
I was alone in the room...feeling empty from inside..
I tried my best to clear my mind and sleep but it seemed impossible. When Jisung came I felt relieved.. chan and HYUNJIN also came like whyy?? Even if they came it's ok but why would hyunjin scold me + he was literally reeking of Alcohol ..why the fuck would he come here looking like a mixture of angel and devil straight thrown from sky..I mean he was literally wearing leather pants and a black shirt whose buttons where buttons were opened and his chest was exposed a bit. His long hairs..falling onto his face...ARGHHHH what the fuck I'm thinking right now! But it doesn't change the fact that he was so FUCKING RUDE to me today I mean scolded me..it wasn't necessary though...
.........what if.....he'll be like him....im .. I'm afraid.
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No One PoV:
Hyunjin jogged downstairs and headed to the living room where chan , Jisung and auntie were sitting . Chan stood up and asked "how is he?"
"He's fine..sleeping now" Hyunjin said with a small smile.
"Auntie I think we should get going now. It's too late now." Chan said and Jisung hugged auntie
"See you later auntie...and don't worry hmm." Jisung said while hugging her
"Yea auntie..don't worry he'll be okay.." hyunjin said hesitantly and auntie nodded and smiled
"Come again hmm? We'll get to know each other better." She said smiling
"Y-yes auntie" hyunjin smiled and bowed
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They left the house and Jisung explained the whole story to the 2 who were asking him throughout the drive.
"Oh...he must have been so scared" Hyunjin said
"He..he's not afraid of fighting but he's afraid of being watched, stared and being touched in appropriately coz he has anxiety and traumas."
Chan said leaving Hyunjin in sort of confusion and parked car near Hyunjin's house.
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They all went to their houses .
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FELIX POV:
It's morning but I don't want to get up from bed , my body isn't allowing me to.. my feet hurts not that much  coz it's much better than before .
I have to go the school, I can't even take a holiday teacher might think it's an excuse coz I was literally on medical leave for 3 months so there's no scope that I could take a day off.
I stood up ,my feet hurts but still can walk on my own. I brushed and avoided bath coz I have bandages on my both foot. I got ready for the school and slowly got downstairs to eat breakfast.