𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐁𝐨𝐲'𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥 : 𝓐 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓽 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂

• 6 | Insecurities / Alex

Luna's POV :

I switched off my phone and tried to get some sleep but sleep was far away....The thought of all my insecurities are Kicking in ! I may seem like I didn't care outside but inside the real reason why I preferred to be invisible is.....I'm insecure about my body. When I was a kid I used to be fat....and due to some circumstances I became thin but it turns out that I have iron deficiency and my heamoglobin level was very low that If I didn't transfer blood to my body at that time I would've ended up getting heart attack at the mere age of 14...that was traumatising...I still get nightmares about the days I've been in hospital. After coming back...My mom forced me to eat well so, that I wouldn't end up in hospital again but guess what ? I ended being Fat again...THE F*CK !!! My insecurity level was at its peak at that time. Charlotte is the only person who understood me...she comforted me and made me think positive about myself. Then I again changed to some what normal weight again and now after draining out myself in studying and working part time..my weight decreased...I still have insecurities...A LOT...Who will love me If I don't love myself ?? I know Alex would never love me....More than half of the girls in the school love him and they are all much more beautiful than me...Then how come I expected Alex to like me ?? I guess the 'Like me' he mentioned earlier today is just like....means like you as a friend or not even that...Why am I like this ? Why did I ended up liking him ? How come I started to like the guy whom I hated a lot ?!! This shouldn't supposed to happen...I don't think anyone will love me....A girl who prefers to be invisible cause she has a body full of insecurities...

"Luna.....You're beautiful... Everyone around you know that except you...I'm so sorry...I know I'm the reason for your inferiority complex aren't I ?" I heard Asher's voice

I just now realised that I was crying all this time and was saying it aloud...I thought I was thinking about all this.

"Asher you didn't sleep yet ?" I asked quickly wiping my tears

"Why aren't you asleep yet ?" He asked

"Asher.....It's I like Alex but I know that he'll never like me back...You've probably heard what I was mumbling to myself" I said and unknowingly tears started to flow down from my cheeks...

Asher opened his hands for a hug but I was just sobbing, So, he hugged me and comforted me...

"Luna don't hate yourself...This is you...You shouldn't be insecure of your body. Everyone has insecurities but the thing is you shouldn't let that take over you ! It might sometimes even trigger you to do some unimaginable mistakes....So, Don't let your insecurities take over you !!! Alex or anyone you love...if he loved you with all your insecurities then he is the one. Don't forget that we are here for you. Me, Mom, Dad, Charl and if you want you can add Alex too in the list too" Asher said

I never felt this much love towards him after he humiliated me before all his friends.

He is my Hero Big brother again !!!! I chuckled and he gave me a confused look

"What happened ?" He asked

"Hero big brother !" I said and we both started to chuckle

"Asher's here to protect his princess little sister from the enemies !" He said the same thing he used to say in childhood

"Big brother they are tryna attack me ! Save meeeee !!" I said in a little girl's voice that's not a Lil girl's voice

"Prince Asher to the rescue !!!" He said and acted like fighting and getting hurt by the opponent

I was giggling at him !!! He looked so funny doing that 😂

"Little sister you are safe now" He said in the sweetest elder brother tone and gave me my favourite chocolate !!! How does he know that it is my favourite chocolate ?