FORBIDDEN DESIRE

ONE (something got your tongue baby girl "!)

Heaven POV

You know that feeling you get when you think you are missing something in your life but you can't figure out what is that you need to make life complete and alive, is it love ,money, lust , maybe, that what I'm feeling right now sitting on a chair at this club I barely know about watching my best friend Gianna who drag me out in the name of night studying dancing some dude.
   Gianna is always the wild man ,free to do whatever she sets her mind on,while i am the good girl and will always be because of my parents, when you have those perfect parents like mine you know what I'm talking about ,the need to please them ,to be top in everything ,to make sure you are accurate in whatever you are doing, you might be wondering why I'm here if my parents are like that, Gianna came over my place with an excuse to my parents we are going to study at her place of course my mom accepted she doesn't joke with my studies if I have knew it was a prank to give me here I would have do something about it .I hate going out ,I hate loud music ,I hate staying in crowded place,why am i still here?.
  "Hi"someone said interrupting my thoughts I look up to see a guy he was smiling up to me he looks cute but I couldn't look him in his eyes I don't know but I have this fear of talking to boys or even standing close to them.
  "Girl where is your mind" he asked now sitting beside me as the bartender gave him his drink he sip it
"What?"I asked starring to find Gianna I need to leave I'm feeling uncomfortable right now
"I asked if you came alone " "no I'm with a friend I have to go" I said standing up immediately which made me bumped into someone and the drink he is probably holding spilled  over my shirts I hissed trying to clean off the stain .
  "So sorry "i apologize after all it was my fault they drink spilled on me.
"Silly girl are you blind ?"the person asked it was a guy ,with the way his voice sound you will know he's mad but no need for the insult.
"i said I'm sorry no need for the insult okay "i said raising my head at him he is so tall i was bit angry ,I turned to leave but he hold my wrist dragging me back to his front as his friend smirks at me, oh god what have i put myself into ,I got scared I was trembling he could feel my body trembling on his hands holding my wrist.
"Oh scarely little baby girl" he said mockingly as his friend brust out laughing,i wanted to slap him,shout out at him and tell him am not little that what my parents always thought that they never allow me to do anything on my own.
"Something got your tongue baby girl?"he asked smirking at me oh how i wish i could punch that face of his.
"Just thank your stars you're cute "he said leaving with his friends, what was that?,oh thank God he didn't hit me, but did he just said that am cute,no stop, don't believe that,i thought staring at my shirt eww now I look all dirty,i better go wash i thought as I went to the restroom and washed myself up.stupid Gianna thanks to her,am all wet.i went outside in search of Gianna am so done staying here.
As soon as my eyes laid on her dancing with some random dude,i dragged her to the side.
  "Gianna, end of your silly games,i want to go home "i said very angry at her and myself.
"Five more minutes please "Gianna said
"No freaking way, let's go now "i said as she grabbed her bag from the cushion that was in the bar.
"I was about to have a freaking good time with some dude, now you ruined it thanks "she said leaving"you're welcome "i said to her hearing while walking behind her, she opened the back door of the club,as i trailed behind her when we stepped outside the cold wind hits my body i shivered at the sensation,i could feel someone looking at me,i turned to my right, his eyes locked with mine, he raised an eyebrow and winked at me but i rolled my eyes walking away,i stepped inside Gianna's car as she drove off to her house by the time we reached it was almost midnight,i immediately walked straight at her room hearing Gianna saying i should calm down, i changed to my PJ and lie down to sleep, when my head hit the pillow i dozed off to sleep.

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Chilling in Gianna's couch,already dressed up waiting for my mom to pick me up in Gianna's house, yes she owes her own department something my mom won't allow me to do till i get married probably, Gianna's parents are rich as my own parents but we are more richer than them that's why my mom made her my friend she never allowed me to have any friends except her reason unknown.
Gianna walked in sitting beside me
"Is she not coming"she asked turning on the TV switching to her favorite show .
"i don't know am kinda wishing she won't come"i said as Ana laughed.
"Me too so that we will continue where we stop yesterday "she said
"Oh no am going home if she don't make it "i said as she brust out laughing i added"my mom is gonna kill me if she founds out that i went to a party at a club "
"I know she's not going to find out this will be one of our secrets "she said giggling."yeah whatever "i said smiling at her Gianna is one of those people that makes me happy in life with my dad not that i hate my mom but she is alot to take in, unlike gianna's mom she allows her to to have boys over and have boyfriend, but my mom she will send me to hell if she found out i was with a boy or having one as boyfriend, she wants me to be responsible,a woman that have her own money which is not bad,a woman who doesn't need a man to feed her,a woman who does not depend on Man to be fed but herself maybe that's her way of looking after me,while my dad is opposite of her.
  Few minutes into our discussion,we heard a knock on the door,Ana stood up to open the door as i stood up too carrying my stuff because i knew that will be my mother she hates waiting for someone.i immediately walked straight to the car as she drove off, reaching home i went upstairs to my room after greeting my dad, closing the door, i slipped off the clothes am wearing changing to more comfortable one waiting for morning being Monday.