𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓯𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼

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      She's one of the best things that's happened to me in a while. The past almost two years have been so amazing with her and because of her. I have a reason to wake up, I have a reason to keep going, I have someone and something that makes me happy no matter what. I get to be with someone who puts an instant smile on my face.  Yes, there are ups and downs but that's what happens in a relationship. We communicate and work through everything, I don't have to beg someone to communicate or talk to me. She's everything I could have ever wanted. She's helped me through so much. She's like the sun she instantly warms me up and makes me feel better, I just feel better with her. I can't explain it. I can't find the exact word(s), maybe there's not a word for the feeling she gives me. To me it's like a walk on the beach at sunset. Or a little kid on Christmas, pure joy, excitement, and happiness.

   She's my reason to stay, she's the reason I wake up most days with a smile on my face. If I'm not happy I'm just hangry when I wake up. I get to make her feel special, happy, and loved. I love making her feel special and loved and eveyrthing else. I love writing little paragraphs for her to wake up to. Or posting her. Or getting her random stuff because it reminded me of her. Even waking up early with her. I love it  all. I do it all to show that i appreciate her, I'm grateful for her and everything she does. And, that whatever she does for us or me nothing goes unnoticed. Yeah I spend the extra hour up making sure she could sleep, yeah I'll write a paragraph trying to reassure Jer when she starts to over think. Whatever makes her happy. Anything to put a smile on my princess' face. Do it because I've never had someone make me feel as loved, wanted, needed, and enough. I've never had someone become my peace, comfort and safe place so quickly.  When it gets hard I go to her, do I tell her everything that's bothering me, no. Not always because she doesn't need to carry the weight of my issues. I just sit there and usually I listen to her talk or I just sit in the comfort of her. And, it's crazy to say I find comfort someone four hundred miles away, but I do. I find more peace in her than I have in anyone else. Sure I have things that calm me like coloring, writing, watching rain, and baking. Yet, nothing compares to her. Nothing makes me feel more like myself than her.

  Loving her and being loved by her is the most refreshing feeling for me. She means the entire world to me, and she is my entire world. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her. Anything my baby wants I'd get no hesitation. Because she doesn't love me with hesitation. If she told me she wanted Saturn I'd find a way for my princess to have Saturn. Anything baby wants baby gets limits vary. She still gives me butterflies, sometimes I'm still shy around her, sometimes I just wonder how I got so lucky with her. She truly is the most amazingly talented, cutest, adorable, smartest, most beautiful girl in the entire world and she's miiiinnneee. I get her and I get to make her feel like the most special perfect prettiest princess in the entire world, because she is. I try everyday, so there's never a day where she has to second guess anything. 

     I'm falling in love everyday, and it feels magical sometimes it feels like glitter is being thrown at me but in a cute way. 

      Happy Anniversary Babyyyy <33 I love you to the moon and backkkk princess <3333