cold stare

4

tw- mention of smoking, and r

vivian grabbed her long sleeved black and white striped top and black jeans, her phone in her hand, she wore her mask and her cross necklace, her mom left it for her. she walked out of the house walking to the school bus sitting in her usual seat, putting on her headphones putting her playlist on shuffle, looking outside as the houses zoomed past, she got a text from her other sister that moved out, 'dad said you pissed him off, what did you do' vivian looked around leaning back into her corner 'i didnt do anything maria" vivian covered her mouth as she pulled down her mask, 'of course you did! he never raised his voice to me' her sister sighed "you and me know different sides of our father" vivian got out as the bus stopped, 'GOD YOU DISRESPECTFUL ASS BITCH, DUDE DONT TELL ME HOW MY DADDY HAS DIFFRENT SIDES HE IS THE BEST TO ME AND YOU STOP SPREADING LIES" vivian ended the call taking a deep breathe before walking in putting her things into her locker, closing it walking to her homeroom class, "vivian! hi, i was wondering when your going to come"zane said waving her over, vivian sat next to him smiling "sorry the bus was late today, are we still coming to your house after school?" zane nodded, "yeah, my moms going to pick us up" vivian nodded getting their notes out, they laughed and shared jokes in class, until it was break time, vivian going to the bathroom grabbing her pack of cigarettes lighting one kathy walking in ignoring the girl until she was about to leave, "your going to die because of those" vivian rolled her eyes pulling her sleeves up  her wraps on her skin showing, "what's that?" Kathy said looking closer, "none of you mother fucking business kathy!"vivian said taking another hit before kathy knocked it out of her hands, "KATHY WHATS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM STOP BOTHERING ME SHIT WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU" vivian got up walking past the girl who was trying to stop her, she went to the bus stop looking in her bag grabbing another ciggerette as she waited for everyone to get on before putting it out getting into her usual seat, zane sitting next to her, "are you sure you cant come over?" vivian nodded, "im sure....i can try to find a way to meet you outside of school" zane nodded, "alright, thats alright, do you want my number so we can hang out?" vivian nodded typing her number in zane's phone, vivian stood up when they got to her house, walking out and into the door.

"got home late sweetie" vivian stood still letting her drunk father hug her close, "dad i'm not her" her father laughed grabbing her waist pulling her close, "baby, vivian is asleep, how about we mess around" his hands roaming her body, vivian backing up more into the wall, "god stop being a buzz kill!"his hands then pushed her into the wall breaking the picture frames hung there, the glass piercing her skin on her back, he grabbed Vivian's hand forcing her to start groping him, she pulled back, her dad throwing her onto the ground stumbling away to his room. 

vivian picked herself off of the floor walking to her room, looking at the hickey she now had, then her bleeding back, she wrapped it herself, then tried to make the hickey go away before dropping it opening her window as she grabbed her pack of cigarette's and started smoking again, letting her body go numb, she felt the winter air on her skin, she looked around her room which was a mess, grabbing her phone texting zane, the two talked until vivian fell asleep.