cold stare

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vivian walked into the school, she had on a black button up shirt with long sleeved, a vest on top of it, she was wearing black loose pants, she still had her mask on covering her eyes with her bangs she grew out, zane meeting her aswell, "hey you look diffrent...hmmm what is it?" vivian just shrugged following zane to their class, "ah! its your hair, looks good" vivian nodded getting out her notebook taking notes.

during lunch she sat in the bathroom smoking trying to numb her pain before someone came in the room, "is this a student in here!" vivian waited until the teacher knocked at her door, "dont make me come in there young lady" the teacher said, "im taking a shit, that would me indecent miss hope" the teacher sighed, "return to class soon" she then left the room,vivian grabbing the small box taking out the blade, looking at it for a second before unwrapping her arms, adding to the cuts and scars along her arm, her old number was twelve, now she had twenty on each arm. she waited for it to stop bleeding disinfecting the cuts in the schools sink, she wrapped her arms again throwing the bloody bandages in the trash, and walking out, new wraps on her arms. vivian walked back into class.

 "sorry for being late" the professer waved his hand dismissing her, she went to her seat sitting down putting music on her left earbud, as it was already in her ear she got out her notebook, that had some colorful paper in there, "woah, you have alot of colors there" vivian nodded smiling, "yeah, i like to collect them, its pretty no?" zane nodded "whats your favriote color in all of this?" zane looked like he was thinking before smiling, "grey" vivian nodded continuing to write in her notebook, not letting zane see, she just said it was her period calendar and zane stopped looking.

she got out of school walking with zane to the bus, "why and it see yet" vivian smiled shaking her head, "its not done yet!" zane pouted before accepting it, "fiiine fine ill stop bothering you about it" vivian nodded writing on another peice of paper, "your coming over next week right?" vivian nodded getting up and getting off at her stop walking in.

vivian ducked out of the way of the plate, "you came home late! i didint get my food! bring me a beer bitch" vivian nodded grabbing him a cold beer, he snatched it from her pushing her away and looking back to the tv, she quietly walked up the stairs closing her door flopping on her bed looking to the side where her box was, she sat there before grabbing the box getting out a blade looking at her arms before taking off her pants cutting on her thighs until blood dripped from her leg onto her wood floor, she bandaged it up changing into her silk pants and a white long sleeved t-shirt, she checked her messages smiling as zane sent her a video of him failing to do a trick at the skate park, she slowly fell asleep.