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Chapter 2- Missing myself

"Aren't you going to say something?" I said while I tried to hold back my tears.

Harry just looked down, not even bothering to look at me in the eye,this is the guy I feel inlove for. The guy that said  'you see, what cameras show of me' Liar. He lied. I'm standing here now, like an idiot I am, wanting him to stand up for me, to punch his friend and kiss me and leave, like high school movies.

"Fine then, stay with your friends, if they are more important, stay!" I said as I walked away from him and his  friends, all I wanted was for him to defend me,take care of me.

"Taylor, wait. They didn't mean it like that" he said, but I kept on walking away. I have had enough! Something pulled me back, someone was grabbing my arm forcing me to stop, I looked down at my arm and saw a pale white hand, a knew that huge hand. I couldn't help but looking back at him.

"We don't have to end like this" he said his eyes locking with mine. His Green eyes seemed to be reading my soul,I loved the way you could stare at them and see beyond them. I looked over at his friends that were in shock, I lifted my chin pointing in their direction. I knew harry had understood what I meant by that, because he looked back at his friends and then at me. Our eyes locked again but this time they left slowly looking back at the ground.

"I shouldn't have expected least" I said as I pulled my arm out of his touch. He didn't stop me this time. He preferred his friends.

"Earth Calling Taylor, hello?" Selena called. waving her hand in front of my face, I couldn't help but think of how we ended things.

"sorry, what?" I said looking at her once more.

"I said, what were you thinking? and if you are twelve?" 

I didn't want to hear this, It's my song I can do whatever I want with it.

"Yeah thanks,I'm happy you're proud I opened the grammys too" I said sarcastically, she rolled her eyes at me. 

"You know I'm proud but what were you thinking" she said, putting her hand in her hip. I could tell she was angry. Her voice said it all. I didn't care, I did what I thought best.

"I miss you Tay, I miss the sweet and kind you, not this dumbass who can't get over her ex's" she continued. That one hurt me in a way, I thought impossible. 'dumbass who can't get over her ex's' wow that's so kind of her, friend are suppose to tell you the truth, but not this way. Not in such a cold, evil way. And it hurts because it's true, I am no longer the Taylor everyone took advantage  of. That everyone can play with. I prefer being this Taylor, the one everyone hates, the one that everyone is scared of. Because I might make a song out of them. Which I actually found funny. But I rather be this than old Taylor.

"I'm sorry I dissapoint you" I whispered. Selena hugged me, rubbing my back, I haven't had a hug in awhile now. Not from someone I truly loved. Selena was a great friend. She has been there for me, these couple of months. Her hug reminded me of Harry. I could almost smell his sweet clean smell, I almost felt his lips gently touching my neck, giving them little pecks. But reality hit me. He wasn't here, I was hugging Selena, Not Harry.

"Why are you so stupid Taylor?" She said. I didn't have an answer, because a truly didn't know why I was so stupid. I took a deep breath trying not to cry, there was still a big show ahead of me.

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Hello Reader! Sorry if it's short, but well it because...well.. I was lazy. Yup better be an honest person to all of you.Sorry there hasn't been alot of Cara, there will be very soon! Anyways..

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