Chapter 15 Feeling Alone and Abandoned

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by gunfighterout256

by gunfighterout256

Today is the first time since I became immortal that I have felt alone and abandoned. The wound I'm my chest was hurting me badly. I knew that I shouldn't have made that drive to Fort Sumner New Mexico.

I have been feeling alone and abandoned ever since this morning. So now I sit alone in my room just looking out the window. The Hank Williams sr song I'm so lonesome I could cry. Is how I am feeling now.

I try to hide I am feeling. But Mac always sees through it. He asked me " Billy what is wrong? Why are you so sad?" I didn't answer him. I haven't been eating anything for a while.

I want to cry but I can't cry. So I just sit here thinking about my past. I miss the old west so much. Black Hawk came into my room to clean up my wound.

And he had seen that I wasn't eating anything. And he said Billy you have got eat something. Straveing yourself just isn't healthy for you. And quit worrying about Pat Garrett that is in the past.

I didn't say anything. I just pushed the tray of food away. I just didn't feel like eating anything. But I made sure that my corgi puppy Kansas ate something.

I wonder if I will ever stop feeling alone and abandoned. Maybe I will very soon.
It is hard for me right now. I am a surviver so I know that I will stop feeling alone and abandoned.

This is Billy Bonney sighing off for now