Chapter 24 A Dream that I had

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Dear journal: last night I had a dream. And I don't know what the dream means. Last night I had dreamed that I was with Jesus before he was nailed to the cross. They had judged me and found me guilty of the sins that I had done.

They were getting ready to take me. To pay for my sins. But then Jesus had stopped them and said to them " this boy is to go free I will take his place. He is set free from his sins.

I clung to Jesus and cried. I held onto Jesus for dear life. Jesus looked at me and said " my child I am doing this for you.

They pulled me away from Jesus. I cried when they nailed him to the cross. I cried Jesus forgive me.

I woke up crying and my heart was racing. I don't understand why I had a dream about Jesus.

I don't know what the dream means.  I am Irish catholic. It is true I haven't been in a church for a long time.

I am trying to live a good life now. My past still haunts me. I know that I have done wrong in my past. And I am working hard to overcome my past.

I have forgiven Pat Garrett for betraying me and shooting me down on July 14th 1881.

But what does my dream about Jesus mean?

This is Billy Bonney sighing off for now

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