Hello, everyone!!!
It's been a while, hasn't it? I have an important thing to say to you all, so please bear with me here <3Firstly, I'd like to apologize for the amount of time I stayed away. It was surely longer than I imagined, so I'm extremely sorry.
I won't be giving excuses and will be honest: it was a big lack of motivation, a writer's block and a personal dissatisfaction with the current storyline. Although I have indeed been busy (as well lots of things to deal with, such as more than one family member passing away, a breakup, exams...), those were the main reasons for the lack of updates, which I deeply apologize for.Secondly, let's analyze a situation together: imagine we want to bake a cake. We have all the ingredients and know how to make it, but don't know the measures of each ingredient. We could look at a recipe and do everything properly, but we decide to do it ourselves, thinking it'll be fine. We add all of the ingredients, but we end up putting too much milk, or too little sugar, or anything similar... We add the wrong proportions. How will our cake come out? Pretty, stable and fluffy as it should be? Or messy, weird tasting and with an odd texture? Most likely the later. But if we had followed a recipe, the cake would have turned out perfect. Of course, there might still be someone who'll like the weird cake, but we'd be disappointed in ourselves because we know we could have done better.
It is the exact same with my writing. Although I am very grateful and delighted that many of you enjoy my stories, I do not. I know I can do so much more, I know I can do something better, and I won't content myself with the "it's not bad" that I have right now. I want the "it's good" satisfaction.
(I'm not a baker but I think y'all understand T-T).
So, after reflecting for a long while, I've finally decided what I'll do:
I'll get completely rid of this fanfic.
But don't worry, it's not what you think! I'll start it all over again, this time properly.
As I've made it clear before, I'm not someone who plans everything before writing a book, and this leads me to a few... Problems, which can easily be found in the two Fanfics I have:1. Lack of coherence in storyline
2. Plot holes
3. Focus on romance, plot left behind
4. Useless/Unwanted scenes
5. Inconsistency on facts, characteristics, etc.And I want to fix that, not only in this one but also in Decisions — in which, to be honest, I don't even know what the hell I'm going to do T-T there are so many love interests it's hard to balance the plot and their encounters with the main character. I'm still thinking about how I'm going to deal with that. But related to this one, I've already sorted most things out.
Of course, lots of things will change (although I won't give spoilers). But the essence, the core itself will be there.I know it is going to take a while for me to write it, especially because I haven't decided yet if I want to write it and publish it chapter by chapter or if I want to write it all and publish it all at once. But I beg of you all to have patience. I know it's ridiculous of me to ask more of it, when I already got so much, but this is very important to me. I want to proudly say "I've written this. It's my work".
To further give you all understanding of my decision, I'd also like to share that I'm studying to work with book editing. So all of these flaws in my books truly bother me. I know they're just Fanfics, they don't need to be perfect and well written, only entertaining. But they make me feel embarrassed and ashamed.
I hope everyone understands my decision and supports me through this journey of rewriting and going back into the world of Wattpad, because I sure have a few books promised to y'all and I like to keep my promises. I'd also like to know your opinion on this matter, I'll try to reply to all of you <3
And as always, have a wonderful day/night! ♡
[Edit: since it seems y'all will miss this version, I might as well not delete it. It was on my plans to change titles and covers, so separating the two versions makes it more convenient for that! Hope that satisfies you all, and let me know what y'all think about this!!]
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