Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want

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The sun was just beginning to sink below the horizon, painting the sky with shades of amber and rose. We lay side by side on the soft grass by the lake, our bodies close but not touching, the cool breeze brushing against our skin. The tranquility of the scene was almost surreal, the soft chirping of crickets and the gentle lapping of water against the shore providing a soothing backdrop. The world around us was beginning to blur into dusk, the day slipping away as the stars prepared to take over.

I turned my head slightly to look at him, lying there with his eyes closed, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. There was something almost magical about the way the last light of the day cast a warm glow on his face, highlighting the softness of his features. His expression was peaceful, content, and I felt a pang of something deep in my chest—an emotion that was difficult to name, a blend of affection, admiration, and something more.

The memories of the previous week came flooding back, memories that I had been turning over in my mind ever since that night. It had been just like this, the two of us under the same sky, but back then, the night had been alive with the brilliance of a meteor shower. The memory was vivid in my mind: the way the meteors had streaked across the sky, each one a fleeting burst of light, and the way my heart had pounded when he turned to me and, with a voice full of vulnerability, confessed his feelings.

"I like you," he had said, the words tentative but full of sincerity. "And it’s not in a friend way, I hope you understand."

I remembered the way my breath had caught in my throat, how time had seemed to stand still in that moment. I had smiled at him, a smile that held all the emotions I had been too afraid to voice. It was as if the universe had conspired to create the perfect moment for us, a moment where the barriers we had built around ourselves could finally come down.

Now, as I lay beside him, the memory of that night brought a warmth to my chest. It was the beginning of something new, something beautiful and terrifying all at once. Since then, we had grown closer, navigating the complexities of our emotions and the challenges that came with them. But despite the uncertainties, there was a deep sense of contentment that came from being with him, a feeling that had only grown stronger with time.

He must have sensed my gaze because he opened his eyes and turned to look at me. His lips curved into a small, sleepy smile, and for a moment, the world around us faded away, leaving just the two of us in our little bubble of peace. "What are you thinking about?" he asked softly, his voice still carrying the remnants of sleep.

I hesitated, the weight of my thoughts pressing down on me, but I knew I couldn't keep them to myself. "I was thinking about last week," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. "About the meteor shower, and everything that happened."

His smile widened, and he turned onto his side, propping himself up on one elbow to get a better look at me. "Yeah? What about it?"

"I keep replaying it in my mind," I confessed, my eyes meeting his. "It feels like everything changed that night. It was like... like we finally let down our walls and let each other in."

His expression softened, and he reached out to brush a stray strand of hair away from my face. "It did change things, didn’t it? I’ve thought about it a lot too. It was... special. One of those nights you don’t forget."

I nodded, my heart swelling with affection. "I’m really glad we had that moment. Even though things have been a little tough since then, I wouldn’t trade it for anything."

He looked at me with an intensity that made my breath catch. "Neither would I," he said firmly. "I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, and... I’m really happy we’re here, together."

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