(Madi pov)
time jump to 2:30am

My alarm blares and i sit up in my bed. All i want right now is to sleep.

i grab my phone and shut off my alarm. I stand up and go to my bathroom.

'God you're so ugly.
Your fucking bald patch is bigger.
You suck.
You're so fat..'

"well shit" i mumbled.

i grabbed my pandora box one last time before i go. i pulled up the blade to my right arm and cut. Let's just say i'm not gonna be able to wear short sleeved ever again.

i Get up and check the time. 2:47 am.

i hop in the shower and it burns. i get a nice quick shower and then put on a long sleeve black shirt and some baggy jorts (street style jean shorts).

i grab some regular black socks and my vans and some jewelry. i put my hair in a ponytail and put on a thick black headband.

i then chuck my blades down the toilet and flush them all. cant have them in the airport.

It is now 3:21am.

i hear a bunch of knocks on my door and yell for whoever it is to come in. it's Nick.

"Let's go!!" Nick says to me.

i roll my eyes and put all my stuff into its right sit and pack up.

i carry my suitcase, back pack and carry on downstairs and Chris takes it and puts it into the car. I take my phone out my pocket and turn on jhene aiko and just listen to her on the drive.







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this is really bad but it's okk.. it's literally my life (kinda).  
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