Chapter 4

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Isabella's POV

I look up at Liam's glistening face, smiling with every breath he takes. He sleeps so beautifully. I sneak into the kitchen and start breakfast while Liam sleeps. Everything from last night came flooding back, and I mean EVERYTHING. I wish I wouldn't have told Liam about my personal issues. I don't want him worrying. I told him I 'used' to cut. Truth be told, I still do. I don't want him to know though. I need my privacy too. People have been really bad lately, bullies and people being rude in general, I really need to stop though. That's one reason I shouldn't be in a relationship with Liam, I seem how they treated Danielle, I don't want or need that. For now we should remain friends. I probably should let Liam know that. I walk over and shake his shoulder softly.

"Ahh, Isabella, I see your awake before me" Liam said winking as he walks over to the counter grabbing a few pancakes.

"Yes, and I really need to talk to you."

"What about, love?"

"Well, as much as I want to be in a relationship with you, it's probably not the best for me right now."

I could see the pain in Liam's face.

"W-why not?"

"Remember how I said I self harmed and was suicidal?"

"Yeah.."

"Well, I kinda still do. And I seen how the fans treated Danielle, and I definitely don't need that, it would make my suicidal thoughts worse."

"Isabella, why haven't you said anything? There shouldn't be a reason for you to do that..."

"I don't want you worrying about me, Liam."

We just sat there in shock, both of us.

Until he broke the silence.

"I'm sorry to hear that, Isabella, I really like you, a lot, but if your not ready I understand." Liam said standing up and leaving the room. In silence. Sobbing under his breath.

ILL CONTINUE TOMORROW I PROMISE (: thanks for reading :)

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