We Lost The Summer | yeongyu

eight.

we met for a reason,
either your a blessing or a lesson.
- frank ocean.

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i felt at ease.
made a new friend, taehyun.
he's nice and funny.
smart, cute, and super athletic.
surprised about the last one.
haha..
im happy at last.

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(Beomgyus POV)

today felt extra tiring.
our teachers gave us tons of assignments, im sick of this.
yawn..

"choi beomgyu this principal needs you." the teacher just got off the phone and called me out to head to the office.

why?

"yes sir."
i got up and pushed my chair in.
i felt students staring at me, fuck
mind your own business, thanks.

my thoughts were clouded by many things

my appa
my eomma
taehyun
school
yeonjun...

damn

i looked up and here i was.
'office'
i sighed and knocked.

knock! knock!

"come in."
a female voice called out

i walked in and saw the principal, nurse lee,
and...

cps...

"hello..."
i bowed

"choi beomgyu, we wanted to discuss something very important regarding concerns, and we please ask you to comply and be honest with us."
the principal started.
i felt cold, sweaty and scared.
i hate being scared.

"ok."
i said as i nodded my head and took a seat.

"so, following the events of today. we would like to know whats going on at home. do you feel safe in your house?"

silence

"beomgyu..."
nurse lee started
shes like the mother i wanted..
the mother i never had.

"i-i...uhm..."
i didn't know what to say, i couldn't think..i couldn't speak a single word.
i need help..
i need it.. please

"no."
i finally answered.
i was only fixated on my palms that were resting on my thigh.
i felt a wet drop that fell from my eye and onto my pale skin.

"oh god."
nurse lee rushed over to me and hugged me tightly.

"everything is going to be ok now beomgyu..."
she said as she continued hugging me.
i knew i was staining her coat with my tears..they just wouldn't stop pouring.

what was going to happen?
to me?
my appa?
how will my friends react..do i have to leave them?

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i ended up needing to be excused out of school early.
i drove with cps...
we drove for what felt like eternity.

my "home"
is where we ended up going. cops were already there.
seeing my appa in handcuffs and my eommas car finally in the parking garage.
everything felt like it was in slomo.
the cps officer tapped my shoulder.

"kid, you have to go grab all you need.
clothes, hygiene products, and other things that you can carry with you."

i nodded and hummed.

i walked in..cold.
i went up to my room.
i made sure to grab a bag beforehand so i could put all my stuff in.
one by one i started filling my bags up.

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(school)

"yah, do you know where beomgyu went? i heard people already making rumors about him going to cps, is it true?"
jeongin sat at a table where all his friends circled around.

"uhm i heard that too..i don't think its true? well i'd hope so..."

"what's true?"
a different voice was heard near the table.

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hi lovelies!
i have resurrected and i'm back 😣
soorryyyy for like like vanishing on and off.
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