Lost In Our Imagination

Fixing My Wrongs: Jenna Ortega Pt. 1

"Hey, it's Jenna! Leave a message!" Y/N leans back as she licked her lips and pulls the phone away from her ear and drinks the rest of her drink. She placed the cup down and grabbed her keys and helmet. She knew Jenna wasn't going to answer but she knew she'd answer the door for her. Jenna had started seeing someone new and Y/N hated every second of it. 

Y/N had cheated multiple times and Jenna had grown tired of it. She didn't know why she stayed and let Y/N back into her life. Y/N treated her great but when it came to other men or women flirting with her, it was a big deal, but Y/N could go out and cheat, and not see it as a big deal. She knew Y/N was no good but she just craved her, and the way she was treated when things were going great between them. Y/N caught her texting a coworker for her next film and thought it was too friendly and it led to a huge fight that resulted in Y/N cheating. Jenna knew she deserved better but Y/N just had a pull on her and she did not know how to cut her off for good. 

Jenna looked out her window when she heard a bike revving down her street and she knew who it was about to pull into her driveway. She had just gotten home from a night out with some friends and was feeling the drinks still flowing through her, and she knew it would lead to Y/N showing up at her house. She knew Y/N saw the pictures of her kissing her boyfriend in the bar and would be on her way sooner or later. She had blocked Y/N on her phone but Y/N always showed up. 

Jenna opened her front door and watched as Y/N walked over, staggering a bit as she made her way up the steps. "I don't like when you ride your bike or drive your car drunk." Jenna speaks softly. "I tried calling. Why you posted up kissing on some dude?" Y/N asks as she lets herself into Jenna's house. 

"We're not together anymore Y/N. I told you to stop calling my phone and I can kiss anyone I want to especially if it is my boyfriend." Jenna sighs as she closes the door. Y/N stood close to Jenna and looked down into her eyes as she clenched her jaw in anger. "You're my girl so lets end that 'he's my boyfriend' bullshit. You knew I was gonna show up anyways so lets not play." Y/N says as her hands lift up and caress Jenna's cheeks, watching as Jenna's cheeks slowly turned a light pink color. 

"I can't do this anymore." Jenna mumbles. Her heart racing as she knew herself that she didn't want this to end. She loved Y/N and the only time she seemed interested in her, was when she was with someone new. "Do what? What are we doing?" Y/N asks as her hands move down to her side and looks at Jenna with a smirk. "I can't keep letting you back in just to hurt me. Please leave." Jenna whispers.

"Is that what you really want?" Jenna keeps her head down as she nods her head at Y/N's question. "Okay" Is all Y/N says before making her way towards the door. She looked at Jenna once more before she walked out the door, and climbed onto her bike. "Wait! You've been drinking. I don't want anything to happen to you." Jenna walks up to Y/N and grabs her hands. "I'll walk if you really don't want me here." Y/N slurs before climbing off her bike and handing her keys over to Jenna. 

"You live across town. You can just sleep on the couch and leave in the morning before I leave for set." Jenna explains before watching as Y/N follows Jenna into the house again. Jenna pushes Y/N down onto the couch and makes her way into the kitchen to grab her a water bottle. "Drink this and lay down." Jenna instructs as she stands in front of Y/N who was slouched against the couch. 

Y/N tilted her and looks up at Jenna as she chugs the water and lets out an exaggerated 'ah' when she finished the water. "Lay down. I'll get you a blanket." Jenna mumbles before she quickly walks away, hating that she got turned on by the look Y/N gave her. She jumps when she feels arms wrap around her waist and stands up straight. 

"I'm sorry for how I treat you. I don't know why I do it but I can't control myself some times." Y/N mumbles as she buries her head into Jenna's neck. Jenna bit her lip as she places her hands on top of Y/N's, intertwining their fingers. "You do this constantly and it breaks me more and more every time I take you back. I love you but I don't want you if you're going to keep hurting me." Jenna expresses. "I understand and I will change. I love you so much and it hurts me to hurt you. I'll do better if you take me back." Y/N whispers.