Love or Love

The brother's worry!

Night,

Jimin came back home. Actually he doesn't have any idea to come back to home as he is still angry with Yn. But Yuna forced him to go home as she thought yn needed him. Yuna also wants to meet yn but it's way too late so Jimin stopped her and after dropping Yuna to her home, he came to his home.

Entering the living room, Jimin found his dad sitting on the couch in a not so good mood. Jimin didn't say anything and ignoring his dad he tried to go upstairs but his dad called him.

Mr Park: (cold) Jimin!

Jimin stopped there itself near the handrails of the stairs.

Mr Park: come here! I need to talk to you.

Jimin sighed and went to him and sat on the couch.

Mr Park: (lil hurt) I know you both are grown now and you guys can solve your problem by yourself. But I'm your Appa…. It hurts me to see my kids suffering like this.

Jimin: (guilty+low) Appa I'm sorry. I just don't want to make you worried.

Mr Park: It's Okay. I understand. I just felt, i failed to protect you both.

Jimin (denying): Appa, please…don't say such words…I'm sorry! (voice cracking) It's all my mistake. I told yn, not to tell anything to you.(tears flowing down his cheeks) it's my fault….. I-I'm sorry!!

Mr Park: (controlling his emotions) no need to cry now…and I'm not going to ask you what happened! But I don't want yn to repeat what she did today! So I have arranged her appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow.

Jimin (looked at him):(confused) p-psychiatrist?

Mr Park: yeah!

Then Mr Park told everything to jimin, about the timing of their appointment, who is the doctor…and all!

Jimin didn't say anything as he thought his dad was right. Mr Park wants yn to become normal like before and he is taking steps for that. So atleast jimin has to respect and obey his dad's words now.

Mr Park: you understand what I said?

Jimin: (nodded)

Mr Park: tomorrow you have to take her to the hospital….I don't know how you'll but you have to!

Mr Park said this as he thought jimin knows everything about yn so it's better if he goes with her.

Jimin agreed to everything that his dad says and left to upstairs.

Jimin directly went to yn's room and saw Mrs Park feeding her. He didn't said anything neither they did. He just stood near the door frame.

After feeding yn, jimin speaked with Mrs Park outside the room.

After speaking Mrs Park made her way downstairs and Jimin again went inside the room and locked the door. Yn noticed Jimin doing everything and now just staring at him who was scrolling his phone, sitting on the bed.
Yn was thinking to apologize as she realised how she scared everyone in the morning. And she also know that Jimin is angry on her, that's why he is not speaking.

Yn (low): jimin!

Jimin:(heard but ignored)

Yn: Jimin, I'm sorry…please speak to me!

Jimin: (looking at the phone)(acting like he didn't hear anything)

Yn sighed and put her hand on his lap to get his attention and called him again.

Jimin looked at her hand on his lap and tilting his head, he took her casted hand carefully from his lap and gave it back to her.

Yn: jimin, why are you ignoring me? I'm sorry for what I did! Please speak to me!

Jimin: (ignored)

Yn: jimin please, I'm sorry!

Jimin still didn't have any response which made yn lose her temper.
Yn grabbed jimin's phone which made him sigh in annoyance.

Yn (pissed): I'm talking to you here, not to the walls!

Jimin: (calm) leave my phone yn!

Yn: what's your problem? Why are you overreacting on everything?

Jimin (acting surprised): oh! I'm overreacting?.... Yeah…(nodding sarcastically) I should be happy now and smiling thinking that my sister tried to end her life today. But why am I feeling angry?  Maybe because I'm just overreacting everything!

Yn: jimin, forget it. I'm sorry, I didn't meant to hurt you I just thou-(cut off)

Jimin wasn't ready to listen to anything that yn said as none of her explanations can cool down Jimin. He removed her hand from his phone forcefully and again ignoring her he focused on his phone.

Yn: yah! I'm asking sorry, why can't you just accept it?

Jimin: It's really easy for you to say sorry. Right? But do you know how I felt when I see you like that in morning? (feeling heavy throat) If I came there a little late then I can't even imagine….. (cracking voice)You wouldn't be here talking to me now….(teary eyes) do you freaking understand that?

Yn didn't said anything and looked down as her eyes also becomes teary.

Jimin (hurt): just don't.. Speak to me!

He said and looked away as he don't want to hurt her.

Few minutes passed in silence and then yn got up from the bed which took jimin's attention. He looked at her with a frown and asked,

Jimin: where are you going?

Yn: there! (pointing near the window) Am I not allowed?

Jimin didn't say anything and yn moved from there.

Reaching near the window, she stared at the empty sky and closed her eyes when the cold breeze traced her body, making her hair float in the air.

Then she sat down on the chair, hugging her knees, leaning her head against the chair, she again stared at the empty sky, thinking no one was there for her. That too today, not even the moon appeared to hear her cries.
Thinking about her life and all, her eyes already started to shed tears as usual. Slowly her cries turned into sobs which Jimin could hear clearly.

Jimin:(irritated voice) Why are you crying now after spoiling everyone's peace?

Jimin didn't mean to say these words to yn. He is so angry with her that he said everything without his realization.

Hearing Jimin yn pressed her palm on her mouth to control her sobs.

When the realization hits Jimin, he gets worried.

Jimin (in mind): ah! (running his hands through hairs) I shouldn't have said those words to yn. She is already sick!!

Jimin sighed and got up from the bed and went near yn.

A small smile appeared on his face, looking at the sleeping yn at the same time he got worried seeing the wet tears on her cheeks.

Jimin (bend down):(gently wiped her tears with his thumb) why? Why are you doing this to you?(caressing her hair) I don't know how you'll react tomorrow…but….. But remember all we do is for your good only. We want you to live your life happily!

Then Jimin picked her up carefully and placed on the bed. Covering her with a blanket, he looked at her fondly for a few minutes and he also slept on the other side of the bed.