Love or Love

The unexpected decision!

Warning--

        Suicidal scenes ahead!!

After one week,

Yn's mind is totally miserable now. Jimin talked to her as usual but no use as her heart is already broken because of his words. 

Gathering her courage, yn finally decided something!!!

…???

Right now Yn was sitting at the dining table and her mom was feeding her. She was looking at her mom fondly with her doe eyes.

After eating she hugged her mom.

Mrs Park: (chuckled) my baby okay?

Yn: (nodded+slight smile) I'll be! (kissed her cheek) I love you sooo much Eomma!!

Mrs Park (chuckled+happy): my baby has become cheerful again!

Yn: (smile+nod) yeah! And the food was so good…(in mind) I'll miss you!!

Mrs Park: (caressing her hair) smile like this always…your smile is our happiness! 

As Mrs Park said that…yn felt guilty for the things that she did till now and for the things she is going to do now.

Yn: I'm sorry eomma!! 

Mrs Park: yah! For what?

Yn: I troubled you all a lot!

Mrs Park (angry): what are you saying huh?

Mrs Park raised her hand to slap her and yn backed off while closing her eyes, being scared. Mrs Park chuckled at her cuteness and yn opened her eyes with a pout.

Yn: (cutely) I'm sorry!

Mrs Park (fake angry): will you repeat this?

Yn (shook like a kid): No!

Mrs Park: (smacking her head lightly)you have gone crazy! 

Yn: ah! Eomma! I'm going to my room.

Mrs Park: hmm go, I'll come to give you your meds!

Yn: I'll take myself. I'm a grown girl now.

Mrs Park: oh, I see!

Yn: where is Appa?

Mrs Park: why? want to speak to him?

Yn: No, just asked!

Mrs Park: he (dad) is in the room!

She nodded and she went to her room and took her med box.

Yn (sigh):(mumbles) I'm sorry everyone! I know I'm a big burden to you all. I make you all worried. But everything will be alright… I know you all will be happy….