~bloody kiss~ (mafia romance) (18+)

CHAPTER 34

YAZEN

I felt like everything stopped in that moment.

- you are what..? - I said very quiet.

She started crying loud. Her body was shaking and I felt guilty.

- love...love...my love... -I kept repeating as I hugged her and held her head in my hand. - don't cry my baby...
- how...?! How can I not cry if I'm pregnant?! I just ruined everything...you will hate me...and you-

I cut her off

-baby please calm down...there's always way out of everything okay? We will make thru it together. I'm with you and i'm not leaving. And you didn't ruined anything.
-but I'll have a baby! -her crying became louder.
- shh...love...shhh...we will have a baby.
- w..what do you mean...?
- isn't the baby mine?
- yes it is yours but...
- and I'm the happiest person right now as I know I'll be the dad of our beautiful baby. And you will be the best mommy ever.

I saw her getting calmer but surprised.

- w...what...?
- what are you thinking about sweetheart?
- you...want the baby...?
- it's my dream. It already was for some time...I didn't expect it to happend now but it doesn't mean I don't want it anymore. It's the dream coming true...and I do want a family with you...you are my whole world...you are my life my everything...I see you as my baby momma and...and...as my wife...-her eyes widen.
- y..your wife...? You...you want me to...?
- yes I do! -I felt tear coming out of my eye. -I'm...I can't believe it...we are gonna be parents baby...and we will have the modest beautiful kid...a beautiful as you...-I felt few more tears and hugged her as hard as I could not to hurt her. -and I'll make you my wife. I will... maybe not right now but we will get married with the best little baby in normal town with normal life...no meetings, no training, no base, no killing, just me and you and our little baby. If you also want it...
- y..yes..yes I do! -she kissed me - I love you.
-I love you too baby. My beautiful wife.

I took her in my arms and carried to bed.

- do you need anything? -I asked
- I need you.
- I love you my princess.
- I love you too baby.
- should we go to the doctor for checking? Like how's the baby and you know?
- yeah...
- we will go now. Come on.

After about 25 minutes we were ready to leave. I drove the car to the hospital and we went to the reception and then to waiting room. Doctor opened the door and we walked in. He checked Maya's belly and we left.

- 1 month pregnant huh? -I smiled
- yeah...
- i'm so happy...
- me too baby. Me too

After few minutes we were at home. I placed her on kitchen counter spread her legs and looked into her eyes. My hand went to her shirt and started lifting it.

- we can't...I'm...pre- she was saying stressed as I stopped her
-I know. I know love. I don't want to do anything. I just want to kiss your belly. I love you and I won't do anything okay? You can trust me.
- thank you. I love you too.

I lifted her shirt and tilted her back a little. I started kissing her belly and hugged her.

- should we go to sleep now?
- mhm...

I carried my love to bed and placed her comfortably. Gave her blanket and lay down next to her.

- love? When did you bought the test? I found it in your purse when we were leaving to doctor.
- I um...bought it quickly when you were in the toilet in mall.
- why you didn't just tell me?
- I wanted to be sure first and...I was scared that you will be mad and decide that you don't want to keep the baby...
- okay love. I understand. But remember I'm the happiest man right now.
- okay. Thank you...
- I love you.
- I love you too.

50 stars⭐️ - new chapter

(I'm raising amount of stars because school is starting (unfortunately) and I won't have so much free time😭)