My Innocent Wife

chapter - 12

Alex's pov :

How can I lost my control? I put my baby boy in his car seat and I punch nearby wall in frustration. How can I fucked up? After everything I gone through why I'm still has these disgusting feelings?how can I ? I shout in my mind I punch in my heart but all this frustration and pasts flash backs mixed with my helplessness with my sons needs I just have enough of this I have to go away from this for a while but I knkw I can't. Because I have to think about my son my only happiness whom I promised for protection and happiness and right now that girl with whom I just forcefully make out and crossed my boundaries is important. She's the girl who can make my son happy and be a good mother for him. Like dad said in this era people don't think about their close one but she help my son without any reason, so she is the perfect mother for my son. I knkw what it's like to be without mother. And I determined that my son will be having his mother biological ot not. And I will make sure of thus and by the way its not that I'm able to love anymore I don't have heart my heart is shattered. Now there is just darkness and my son. And I'm also make sure that from now on Bella is not going to affect me. I will make heraway from me but close to my son. And thats going to be possible with marriage, just like dad suggested.

Flashback

After I left my son with Bella I make my way toward my study . I poured my self so.e bourbon. What thus asshole of friend want from me midle of the night!
"Hello, kadrink it's midnight, asshole."
"I knkw, I knkw man but I have new lead, and man, I don't think ots good for that girl.they are watching her ."
"Hmm, don't worry I already have my man surrounded her house and how can they don't knkw that someone tracking her?"
"Because they are well hidden and they are at club tonight there I found that they are watching her."
"Okay I will take care of this."
Without further talk I hung up and started my work.

Next morning at breakfast table, dad ask about kidnapping case . He told me meet him in his office.
"Dad"i knock.
"Come in son" He is working on some paper s.
"Dad you know you don't have to work. It's your retirement enjoy it with mom." He sigh and put his work aside.
"Okay, I'm just bored. I wanted to talk about last night's ordeal. Now tell me about what happens last night that you work all night nah don't try to lie to your old man."
I rub my face and told him about how Bella breastfeed xaviar and how I'm angry at her about this. He just chuckle at my frustration and irritations.

"Son. I also want to talk about this. I want you to marry that girl, nah don't gave me these socking looks son, listen me carefully now your son is just 3 month old he wants more nutrition, you know we talk with Dr. He told us that breastfeeding is good for xaviar because you don't want any stranger in your sons life you decline this now son now we have this apportunity. We all can see how much that girl adored your son and how she's looking at your son with motherly love. So I'm suggesting you that marry her, she's good girl and perfect for family and xaviar. "
I just stared my dad like he grow two horns,
"What dad ? Are you crazy. How can you suggest me about marriage when you know I don't want anyone in my life and for xaviar you don't think I'm enough. I'm doing everything for him and beside you, mom and ameliya also here to help him. So why this mother topic come from ?" I'm started feeling disgusting just thought about wife and marriage. There is no space in my life for wife and marriage.
"Look, son you also went through your life's 5 years without mother, after your mother's death,I'm also like you but I give your mom a chance and see she's just best mother for you and best wife for me. So I'm just want to say that don't you think that xaviar feel that feeling ? For xaviar not for you."
I know that dad is right I also went through so much without mom, and I don't want that for my son it's not like I'm going to be with him 24/7. I have empire to run so I think I have to think about dad's proposal. Marriage is life long commitment but for my son I will ready for anything.
"OK dad, I will think about this."

End flashback

I pick my son up and make my way toward my cabin whenever I want to clear my mind I will come here. It's special place for me and my friends. We purchased this place when we first earn. Yes, we three have our own company with our family empires but we three always wants something for us so we perched this land in wood near the small pond. We also build one story 3 house. Whenever we feel stress we come here for relaxing and it's also our secret safe base.

I open my houses door and enter in living room I put sleeping xaviar in soda with pillow safety and make my way toward back yard to pond. I strip my clothes and jump in pond. Cold water ingulf me in. I swim for some time. During swimming I lost in Bellas thoughts how her lips test like Berry's and her sweet moans. How her skin is so soft and milky. Her lips are so pinch and soft. I bite my lips, my blood started running south I chuckle at myself how can I'm so pervert that I nearly suck her boobs but one thing is sure that after seeing my son sucking her nipple l also want to test her. I smile smugly when I look that she's squeezed her leg togather. I'm sure that she's wet puddle in her pantis. Her nipple are so erected that I want to bite them and squeeze them painfully. I want to see her facial expressions when she's on her high with my teasing.

I come out from the pond and sit on small step of pond. I remove my boxer and started pumping my hard and stading cock. Just her thoughts inof to make me this hard. I started pumping hard thinking about how she nibble my lips when we kiss, she's so immature. How she moan my name and how she run her fingers in my hair. I cum hard when I think how she react when I suck her clevege. Ahhh,Bella. That girl going to death of me but I'm not going to entertain any attachments with her just marriage of convenience.

Wait for me darling your going to be mine but not to charis.