Hello sir/mam. Thank you for buying new sim card from our company. Please share your experiences with us by clicking on the option below--" you cut the call before the statement has done. Once again you felt sad and went out from the room to drink water. Tears filled your eyes but somehow you didn't let them fall.
Y/n: no you can't cry like this.. you need to be strong and prove yourself.
(You said to your own selve)
It was dinner time, you went downstairs for dinner. You didn't want to eat normal food, you wanted to eat something extraordinary, like extra spicy. As you were a bengali and yeah bengali eats spic more than any other. You ask the oldest member of them who cooked the food..
Y/n: umm... Y-you,, what was your name?
SeokJin: who? Me?.. oh it's Jin, SeokJin .!
Y/n: umm.. SeokJin bhaiya, can you give me something spicy?
SeokJin: what did you call me?
Y/n: SeokJin..!
SeokJin: no after that..?
Y/n: can you give me---
SeokJin: ohho not that.. before that and after my name..
(He cut you between)
Y/n: oh... Bhaiya!..
SeokJin: yeah. What does it means?
Y/n: umm.. it means brother.. umm.. elder brother.
SeokJin: oh.. ok. Yeah you ask for something spicy right?.. wait let me bring.
Then he bring you 2x spicy ramen. You took a bite.. it was not enough spic for you as the bengali eat spicist food. You add a little more spicy..
SeokJin: hay how can you eat this much spice?..
Y/n: it's a habit bhaiya. Umm.. sorry but.... What was your name?..
SeokJin: *giggle* SeokJin, Kim SeokJin.
Y/n: can I call you jin bhaiya?
SeokJin: yeah.. why not. I will be glad to hear this from you.
You and SeokJin were talking freely and you didn't felt like they are bad guys.. they were all nice to you. You felt like how a sister feels for her brother. In a very short time you started to trust them. Time passed like that... You all went to your rooms. Everyone slept expect you .you were just missing your perents too much. Once again you dial the number but didn't got the confidence to call them. You swip your sim to the older one and got 500+ missed calls you text your perents with your old number for the last time saying.....
Maa, Bapi...
Amar chinta koro na.. ami nijer shopno puron korte ashechi char-paanch bochor por, ami phire ashbo tomader hrin shodh korte.. amare khaiye-poriye manush korar jonno dhonnobad.. doya kore ai number e message ba call koro na. Ami proman korte ashechi doctor na holeo kichu hoya jay!..
[ Mom, Dad...
Don't worry about Me.. I came to fullfill my dreams I will come to pay you after four-five years.. thank you for raise me up and for your care.. please don't call or massage on this number. I came here to prove that there is other professions too beside being a doctor!..]
After sending the massage you broke the sim card and through it out from the window. You cried whole night. Remembering your sweet memories. Remembering how the old days was... "I will I can live my childhood again" you cried hard. The night passed like this. It was 03:45 am now and you drift into sleep, you didn't hear your alarm. You woke up hearing a know on your door. It was 05:30am you rushed to the bathroom and get ready for running and morning experience.
You went downstairs, everyone was there waiting for you. They all noticed your puffy red eyes and the blackspot under your eye indicating that you didn't sleep yesterday night. Namjoon asked you..
Namjoon: what happened y/n?.. didn't you slept yesterday? Is there anything bothering you?..
Hearing those caring words you felt crying, but didn't let your tears fell from your eyes.
Y/n: *with a fake smile* nothing bhaiya, actually I used to sleep with my perents in India. I'm afraid to sleep alone. That's why I can't slept yesterday.
Namjoon: why didn't you call me? Don't be formal with us!.. we are a family now.. ok?
Y/n: *relief smile* ok!..
SeokJin: good girl.
Saying that, SeokJin patted your head. When he pat your head, it remains you of your childhood..
Ho-Seok: by the way guys... Let's go we will be late.
Everyone expect Ho-Seok: let's go..!
°at park~
Everyone was warming up. You set on a bench near the fountain. You were doing nothing but missing your parents. You saw some little kids with there parents, laughing and playing joyfully.. tears starter rolling down from your eyes. You got up from the bench and started running with full of your strength. You run and run and run until you faint and fell down.
BTS pov°
BTS were worming up. Maknae line was streching and hyung line was doing some yoga.. suddenly Jimin notice that yor were not there with them... Jimin started to find you, he found that you were running like crazy and suddenly you fell on the ground. He ran to you and found that you were crying. He carried you to other members and then they brought you to the hospital.. they all got worried about you. The doctor said you were so stressed and dispersing day by day.
After sometimes the hospital authority give them permission to take you home.
•at dorm~
Everyone were asking you what happened with you.. why you were crying... What happened to you in past.... Why are you depressing day by day.. and many more... You just set quite and started crying... After seeing tears in your eyes every one shows a pitiful expression on their faces.
Y/n: don't look at me like this...! I don't like it!.
Then slowly slowly you tell them you story. Sympathy were clearly shown on there faces.. Ho-Seok pattet your back. Today's practice were cancelled cause your health was not good. You slept in your room for almost 6 hours with Yoongi (without cuddling) as you say ----"I can't sleep alone cause from my childhood I used to sleep with my perents.!" You put a pillow between.
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___________to be continued___________
