why did I leave him 💔

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THE FOLLOWING MAY BE SENSITIVE TO MANY VIEWERS!!!

TW: self harm
TW: death
TW: suicide
TW: swearing

moral of the shot: SMG3 and SMG4 are good friends who went shopping but 3 hears a rumor that 4 wishes that he dropped 3 at Peaches Castle so he leaves 4 on his own in a busy crowd knowing that he's very afraid of being alone

"3! where are you!?" 4 shouts whilst tears form in his eyes, he's in a big crowd late at night all alone.

4 tries to pull himself together and finds a cafe to recompose himself. He checks his phone and has a message from 3, it reads

SMG3: I wish you were dead!

4 couldn't belive what he had just seen, he breaks down as tears start dropping down like bullets. He sees a sharp piece of metal near by and starts carving  into his wrist as his tears merge with his blood

"I WISH I WAS DEAD TOO!" he shouts as he continues carving.

(AUTHORS NOTE : YES I KNOW IT WAS EDGY I'M SORRY PLEASE DON'T COME AT ME)

meanwhile 3 is in his room back at home destroying everything that reminds him of 4.

"I WAS SO FUCKING STUPID TO LET MY SELF HAVE FEELINGS FOR THAT DICKHEAD! HOW COULD I EVER LOVE THAT ASSHOLE?!" He shouted as he smashed a photo of him and 4 together.

Meggy hears his screams and knocks on the door calmly

"3, can I come in please, I wont be long" she asks with a smile

"what do you want squid!?! I'm busy!" he screams

"Just to talk" she pleads

"fine" he replies hesitantly

she sees the room completely destroyed, steps over some broken glass and sits on the bed whilst 3 does the same.

"is this about what you think 4 said?" she asks sympatheticly

"DON'T MENTION HIM! HE MEANS NOTHING TO ME! HE WISHES I SAW DEAD" 3 shouted whilst tears fall down his enraged face

meggy looks at him with a confused expression.

"He doesn't wish you were dead! It was a stupid rumor that a hater made!! He loves you!!"

wait... loves....

he shakes his head to get rid of his thoughts

"NO HE DOESN'T LOVE ME! " He shouts at her whilst heartbroken

"it's not like I love him"

he mumbled that last part so Meggy couldn't hear.

"3, look at me" meggy declares whilst giving him a death stare.

"Do you know where 4 is right now, NO because you left him! NO ONE knows where he is or if he's even alive! That rumor is fake! I'm not supposed to tell you this but he LOVES YOU so much! HE WOULD DIE FOR YOU! SO GO BACK OUT THERE AND FIND HIM!" meggy shouted at him

3 took a minute to think through what meggy had said and what he had done to 4 and immediately ran out and went back to the place where he was last with 4

It was so dark he used his flashight on his phone and started calling for 4

"4 WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!"

he stops in his tracks and hears sobbing in the corner of a cafe. 3 walks inside to see 4 in the corner bleeding and crying. He notices 3.

"WHY ARE YOU HERE I KNOW YOU WANT ME DEAD I SAW YOUR TEXT!" 4 shouted whilst cutting his wrist even more

"4! I DIDN'T MEAN IT AND I KNOW THE RUMOR WAS FAKE!!" 3 screamed

"WHAT RUMOR?!?!?" 4 shouted back at him whilst putting the sharp piece of metal down.

3 composes himself and sits beside 4 on the floor.

"There was a rumor that said.... that.... that you wished you dropped me at Peaches Castle." he said whilst sounding defeated

"I WOULD NEVER DO THAT I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH!" 4 shouted whilst the blood dripped and 3 noticed

"you... you love me?" 3 asked whilst looking at 4

"yes! I always have!!" 4 replied whilst hiding his face

"i.... i love you too" 3 said

3 gets up to get some tissue and finds some bandaids and wraps them around 4s wrist

"Look I just wanted to say I'm sorry for leaving you because of a rumor that I fell for, i really am sorry" 3 admitted

"4?"

4 had passed out and the bandaids weren't strong enough, he was losing to much blood.

"4! COME BACK TO ME! PLEASE" 3 was in agony of seeing his love like this

he picked 4 up bridal style and took him back to the show grounds whilst crying. Meggy stood looking at the pair until 3 finally spoke

"he didn't make it" 3 said breaking dwon

finally accepting that he was the reason 4 had killed himself made him feel all the guilt in the world.

he dropped to his knees "I love you, I'm sorry 4"

༺ღ༒ the end ༒ღ༻

(AUTHOR NOTE : sorry this one was depressing I'll post more fluff after this I promise 😭)

word count: 839

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