We've been dating for around two years now. Leo has never really shown any form of lust to me. It's crazy, but all we've done is kiss and hug. There was never a time we discussed about kinks, and when we did, he would always change the topic. I never thought much of it, but it's strange.
Sitting in the lecture hall, people around me are whispering and chatting as the professor speaks. The professor's baggy eyes and bland face expression, shows that he doesn't care about the lecture anymore. His face screams " I just want to go home right now" but honestly, i couldn't care less. All I'm thinking about is my boyfriend's cute little body all up against mine, i feel so filthy yet lustful.
The lecture ends shortly, I slowly walk home, to an apartment we rented together, near our college. I open the apartment door, just to find him napping on the couch, snuggling onto the teddy bear we bought together. I smile to myself in awe, the proceed to look the front door and take off my shoes. I walk towards him and kneel down, caressing his face gently. From his fluffy black hair to his thick brows, all the way to his toned up body. I smile to myself again, thinking I must've hit the jackpot. I stood up to quickly change into my pyjamas. Then, joining myself on the sofa with him.
A few hours pass by, his eyes fluttered open. He looked down and slightly flinched, feeling that my arms were wrapped around him. He slowly shifted his position, trying hard not to wake me up, but i woke up either ways. He muttered softly
"sorry..I didn't mean to wake you up..."
I could feel my heart thumping out loud by just hearing him speak.
"It's okay, I don't mind."
I replied, trying hard not to rip his shirt apart and pin him down right and then. He looked away for a moment before giving me a small smile. I stared at him, my face remains blank but i could quite literally feel cupid shooting an arrow right through my chest. I could feel all the love juice leaking out. I hugged him tightly in response.
"it's always okay when it's you"
His eyes slightly widened from my sudden statement. He looked away for a moment before turning back to me with his cheeks flushed red. I giggled at the sight of him being so adorable. Who would've thought such a big built guy would be so cute?
I sighed to myself, I couldn't bare myself to ruin his innocence. I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable, there got to be a reason why he doesn't wanna reach the topics of intimacy and lust. Even though his body was so compelling, I kept it in and patted his head. I slowly got up from the couch and went to the kitchen. I took a glance at the clock, 7:38. It was almost dinner time, I thought to myself. I cooked up some simple rice and soup, with a side of radish and pork. The meal was bland but the warmth of eating a home cooked meal with the person I love and admire is unreal.
I laid back on the sofa, finishing my meal. I caressed his face again, he leaned onto my touch, following the way I caress him. I smile slightly, i swear my fondness for him will never fail. His cheeks slowly turn red once again. I feel myself snap once again, yearning for it. I shake my head to snap back into reality. I take a deep breath and pull my hand away from his face. I got up and took the dishes back to the kitchen. I took a last glance before heading to the kitchen. He somehow looked disappointed and despodent. I was concerned but shook it off my chest.
-Puffknots
