Too many memories

Part Three

P.O.V Y/N

I felt the sun hit my face early in the morning i didn't want to get up i had a goodnight i couldn't stop thinking about Shawn last night how he called me beautiful i never felt some type of way but he already dating Grace i graved my phone off the desk next to me i went on twitter to check my message i was looking if Shawn had left me a message but there was no message i got up from my bed and headed to the bathroom i hoped into the shower i let the warm water hit my body and hit all my scars on my arms one thing you don't know is that i used ti cut myself but i have been clean for 6 mouths but the reason why i us to do it was cause my family will always call me name and us me its hard to explain once i got out the shower i got dressed into a pair of high wasted shorts and a white crop top with a light pink cardigan then i went to go dry my hair then straighten my hair after i went to do my make up i don't wear much makeup at all i only wear mascara i like to go for the natural look once i was done i went down stairs to get some breakfast my family was already down there i was getting my bandanna my dad told me that i had to take Sophia to the meet and greet in my head i was really exited but i had to act like i don't care i graved my keys off the counter Sophia hopped in the car with me when i turned on the car

i don't want you going to the meet and greet you know how embarrassing it would be going with you just don't even try to make a move on my future boyfriend Shawn . Um okay first of all i'm giving you a ride to school and that meet and greet i don't even like him and i don't understand why you hate me so much i don't understand why mom and dad love you so much and they don't even i'm done talking just get out of my car. someones on there period whatever bye i had enough off here i know i'm here older sister but i'm tired of my family always bringing me down all the time i got out of the car and walked inside and saw my best friend in the whole wide world Brook she always makes me happy Hey girl hey brookie cookie why do you look sad or happy oh you wont believe what happen i called my sister out and you wont believe what my dad making me do he making me take Sophia to the meet and greet to Shawn Mendes omg you so lucky like i would want to go if i were you i'm not saying that i don't want to go it just i don't want to go with that brat of my sister and the other the the message thingy i don't know what to call it but i'm scared that he might not think i'm pretty at all honey Y/N you are the most gorgeous person i have meet your more pretty then any other girls here at this school so i don't want is wrong with you girl awwwww thanks brookie cookie i have to go to English