Yandere Simulator - Love Sick

Emotionless once more

My name is Ayano Aishi.

My earliest memories, I remember hospitals. Doctors and examinations.

I was... broken, the doctors were trying to fix me.

My parents tried to explain what was wrong with me. They tried to explain what made me different from other people.

I didn't understand.

I heard the doctors admit that they couldn't fix what was wrong with me. That I would never be a normal person, I would never be able to live or experience a normal life.

As I grew older and started school, I came to understand what was wrong with me. I saw other children become happy, sad, and angry. But I never felt these things. I only felt empty. Hollow. Incomplete.

My father desperately wanted to help me but my mother. My mother, was nothing like my father. She wasn't worried about me at all, she said she was exactly like me when she was a child.

She told me one day I would meet someone special. She told me I would meet someone who would make me feel.. complete.

My father did not want to listen to my mother's words, he wanted a normal child, a normal family more than anything in the world. He tried everything to make me happy.. but nothing worked. I never felt happy. but I did feel pity, I felt pity for this sad man.

I did not want my father to worry anymore, so I began to act like the other children. I pretended to be normal, my father was happy. We were finally a normal family.

But.. I think he knew deep down, in his heart that I was only pretending.

At school the other children mistreated me. They bullied me because I was abnormal to them. It was inconvenient.

I realised that if I wanted to be treated properly I would have to act like the other children. Soon, I started pretending to be normal and the bullying stopped. I learned that everything was easier if I forced myself to act like a normal person.

Eventually, I was pretending to be normal almost every hour of eveyday. I pretended to be friends with people, I pretended to have hobbies, and I pretended to care when tragedy struck.

But it was all fake.

I felt nothing, the only thing I felt was emptyness. As I grew older I became resentful of my condition, I wanted to experience life like any other normal person. I wanted to feel joy, I wanted to feel sorrow. I tried to do anything that might cause me to feel something. Guilt, shame, regret. I wanted to feel something.

Anything.

Seeing the small kitten come up to me rubbing itself on my leg. Then a thought came to mind. Slowly reaching down and picking up the kitten, I looked into its eyes trying to feel something from it, but nothing.

I raised the kitten above my hand, soon a loud crack filled my ears. I looked down at the now motionless kitten. Trying to feel something, anything.

But it didn't worked, no matter what I did, no matter how extreme, I felt absolutely nothing but the cold void of emptyness.

My mother's advice was always the same.

"One day you will meet someone special. Some day, someone will make you feel complete".

I thought about these words all the time. It was the only thing for me to look forward to, the only reason for me to live. Meeting my destined person who would save me, fix me, complete me.

As time went on, those words lingered in my mind. Waiting for that day to come.

Then one day... I found him, I must not lose him.

I must protect him. I must make him mine.

I must not let anyone take him from me.

I need him.

He is everything.

He is worth any sacrifice.

Nothing else matters. No one else matters.

He. will. be. mine.

He doesn't have a choice.

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Ok, first chapter done!

If I sounds familiar it's because it is. I took it from the animated video - Ayano's childhood by Yandere Dev.
Art work - by Eisjon Noaj
Voiceover - by Michaela Laws/vamichaelaws
Music - by Irish Trish/@trisharyan

You should definitely go watch it.

This be slow updates only, so do not hold any high hopes for this.

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