Sometimes,
On rare occasions,
I feel beautiful.
It's not any different day,
Same as any other,
I don't look any different either,
Everything's the same
And yet
Sometimes I feel beautiful.
Not the super pretty, natural beauty type
I feel beautiful like me
My eyes see the mirror a little differently on those rare occasions.
I wonder what they see
Why they see something different
When it's the same person.
I wish I knew how I saw or how I looked
Because I am feeling very ugly right now
But I like to be pretty
I want to be beautiful
If not for anyone else then just for myself
Just for one person
Shouldn't be that hard, right ?
Yet with each passing day
I am looking worse.
There's not a pinch of beauty.
I am afraid
Someday,
What if,
It becomes unbearable to watch?
What if I can't stand me?
Why is it that
I am exactly how I don't want to be?
