𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐔𝐬 [ ZNN FF ]

17

Nunew's POV

I sigh , looking down at my food. I couldn't help but remember what happened last night.

"Nhu ?" I pout , looking at my food blankly.

"Nhu !" I snapped out of my thoughts seeing Nat , looking at me.

"Huh ?" I asked confused.

"You've been staring at your food for the 5 minutes na .." he said , chuckling.

"I guess I am not that hungry .." I said , putting my spoon down.

"Aow , not hungry ? That's new to me .." he said chuckling as I sigh.

"Okay , something up with you .." he said , putting his spoon down , turning to me.

"Talk to me Jelly , what's wrong ?" He asked as I sigh , looking at him. He nod reassuringly making me turned my whole body towards him , holding his hands.

"Whatever I am going to tell you .. you have to promise that it stays between you and me only. No one can know. Including P'Max." I said seriously.

"Promise .." I said.

"Promise .. just between the both of us .." he said reassuringly as I sigh.

"So .. for the past few months ... me and Hia ..." I said making him frown.

"Have been .. sleeping with each other .." I said softly making his eyes widened.

"You mean ... you .. and P'Zee ... did ... it ?" He said making me nod as his eyes widened more.

"Hoi !!" He exclaimed making my eyes widened , placing my palm against his mouth.

"Are you crazy ?! Do you want everyone to hear you ?!" I asked as he moved my hand away.

"Are you kidding me ? You and Hia Zee did it ?" He asked making me sigh , nodding.

"Wait .. so does that mean you and Hia Zee are .. together ?" He asked as I look at him.

"Me and Hia aren't together .. we are not a couple .." I said making him gasp.

"Hoi .. you both are ... friends with .. benefits ?" He asked as I sigh , leaning back to the couch as I look up at the chandelier.

"I guess you can say that .. I don't know .." I said softly.

"Hm .. do you like Hia Zee ?" He asked making me breathe out.

"No ... maybe .. I guess so .. urgh .. I don't even know .." I said , hiding my face on my palm.

"Even if I like him .. we can't be more than that .."I said.

"Then what are you planning to do ? You can't just be Hia's secret the whole time .." he said.

"For Hia , I can be his anything Nat ... be it a secret , a friend with benefits , a partner .. I don't mind , as long as I am with Hia .. I'll be okay .." I said making him sigh.

"Nhu .. you can't lie to yourself na .. even if being just friends with benefits , it has benefit both sides not just one side na .." said Nat as I sigh.

"Then what am I supposed to do huh Nat ?" I asked , looking at him.

"What if I stop doing this with Hia , then Hia no longer wants to be with me .. I don't want that .." I said as he sigh.

"I don't know what to do anymore Nat .." I said softly as he pout , nodding. He then hugged me making me leaned my head against his chest.

"You are strong na Nhu .." he said , hugging me tightly. I sigh , holding his arm tightly as he tightened his grip around me.

- later -

I sigh , sitting at the empty practice room. I decided to practice on my own today just to get things off my mind for once. I sat on the ground as I stretched my legs while warming up my vocals. I hum a few notes as I then got up , walking towards the speaker. I turned on one of my slow songs , practicing.

After a while , I decided to do a few of the choreography. After a few rounds , I plopped down onto the ground , breathing hard. I wipe the sweat off my face , breathing out.

"Nhu ... Hia doesn't just want to have sex with Nhu na ..."

"The reason why Hia wanted Nhu to stay with Hia is because Hia misses Nhu.. we haven't seen each other for weeks .."

I groan , holding my head as I sigh in frustration.

"Hoi~ what am I supposed to do ?!" I said in frustration.

"Urgh , I don't know what I am doing !" I continued.

"What are you doing ?" I turned my head seeing Hia making my eyes widened , sitting up.

"A-Aow , Hia , what are you doing here ?" I asked making him chuckle as he walked over me. He then sat beside me as I look at him.

"Well I heard you were practicing on your own .. so I thought maybe I could accompany you .." he said.

"And plus we can practice on our duet together .." he said making me smile softly as he then placed his hand on my head.

"Tired ?" He asked as I nod my head.

"A lil krub .." I said softly.

"I know what can make you not tired .." he said making me frown slightly as he got up , walking up to the speaker. All of a sudden a familiar tune started playing.

"Hia .." I chuckled softly as he then walked over to me.

"Come on .. you know this song fixed everything .." he said putting his hand out. I chuckled , grabbing it as he pulled me up.

He held one of my hand as the other hand was placed on my waist. He then nod as I chuckled placing my other hand on his shoulder. He pulled me closer as we slow dance to the song. He lips the lyrics as I shook my head , smiling shyly. He then twirled me around making me giggle as he pulled me back to his arms. I giggled as I then started singing to the song.

"wan loop yu ti deum I'm Here in Your season
Stuck in a loop. I'm Here in Your season~

wan loop yu ti deum I'm Here in Your season
Stuck in a loop. I'm Here in Your season~

dto hai kao reudoo nai jai chan go yu reudoo kong ter
No matter what season it is, my love is within your reach~" I sang as he slowly let go of my hand , placing it on my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck. Hia smile softly , leaning his forehead against mine. I smile softly as I then hugged him tightly making him rubbing my lower back gently as he pulled me closer.

"Nhu .. you can't lie to yourself na .. even if being just friends with benefits , it has benefit both sides not just one side na .."

"Nhu chob Hia .." I thought as I closed my eyes , feeling his warmth. I hugged him as though I was going to lose him.

~ end of chapter ~