7. fuck, now we have a LONG BACKSTORY

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(Y/n pov)

"Hey, since when near a lake there's a bench?" I say, "because the looking here is really good" chara say, looking at it again it's

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"Hey, since when near a lake there's a bench?" I say, "because the looking here is really good" chara say, looking at it again it's... good, how the hell i didnt reconize it first?
"You know why we are here" chara remind me. "First you, I want to now about the rewind man" I say.
"You bastard, that wasnt the deal" she almost shouted. "Ok, new deal, lets flip a coin, tails me head you" I say. After 50 tryies chara surrender.
"How?" She asked, "you will find out, I promise to tell you everything,but now start you" I say.
We sit on the bench and looking at the lake, it's beautiful.
"You know, I think I had always problem since I was born. When I was born my parent never really cared for me, they just doing parenting without love me. The people of my village never liked me because my eyes. One day my mother got sick and die, everyone give me the fault. My father was so sad that he drunk his problem with wine and alchools. One day he was soo drunk that he try to." she paused for a moment. " rape me, his word were "if it wasnt for those creepy red eyes you would be like your mother". I tryed to say no, to make him stop, but unwilling it i kill him, i know the village people were waiting just this for kill me, so i prefere taking my life in my way. I jump inside mt Ebott, i couldn't believe, other than survive, mosters existed and were alive. I meet Asriel and he's so kind, then my parents adopt me, and THAT is a family. I was so happy, even if some bad habit remain, in fact i bullied sometimes sans when he was younger." I looked at her believing it and knowing now why she's so scared of sans.
" I was so happy, that I really wanted to pay them back, and i've got a really bad idea. I poison myself and killed me so Asriel got my soul and go out, take 7 souls and free monsters. But the problem of this plan is that he never killed those 7 human, and let himself get killed.
Mom and dad were so hurt that dad wanted to collect the 7 souls by himself and mom divorced by him, Asriel survive into a flower with no emotion." She look at me with curius and surprise. "What?" I asked, "why do you seem like you already know about this?" Damn, boss told me into that part, "well, you told me when we meet that you... reborn or something like that." I luckily recall that part and she too.
"Well, that's strange" she mumble, "girl, I kill thousand of people, it's not a surprise for me a death, but how are you alive now?",
"Ok, continuing i was sleeping or something like that when a big amount of magic wake me up, and I was a ghost, when I find the way to move i got out and say "WHO THE FUCK WAKE ME, YOU WILL FEEL MY ANGER FOR ETERNITY".
And that how I meet frisk, damn, she was so scared that she die for heart attack.
Frisk and I start talking, got closer and be friends. I told her about the story until I know, she could rewind time and with that she do a neutral, then a pacifist, then she revive Asriel, everything just look so perfect." So why does she rewind time?
"But I dont know how or why, one day she reset again, I asked her why, but she didnt answer. She started killing everyone and at the end..... she fight sans", she stopped, almost like she have fear of him, "wait, you're scared of weak and fragile sans?" I asked, trying to make her laugh, thinking about it, it really suck.
"Yeah, he killed us at least 30 times" she say," wait, us?" I asked, "yes, frisk was level 19 and our soul been bond and give me the possibily of posses her, I hate sans... because I always treat me like i am the worse and he is a saint. He's not and he doesnt want to admit it" she say, I could feel like they were forced to like each other, but thinking about it it's like me and jeff, for how much i hate him and he hate me we are family.
"After frisk finally get level 20 she take the 6 soul, give me a body and rewrite the reality" wait what.
"You mean when the sky became red?" I asked, "I dont know, we where in the underground, but when she reset she wasn't a god and I was still a ghost, but my body was alive and sleeping" Ok, now I'm thinking to understand
"We do it 5 more times because some problems, like to put me inside the body, give me clothes, thinking about it we could avoid some reset" Ok, that really awful, but onestly they make a great ending here, so frisk wanted a family, like me.
"I always have visions when they smile, vision where they die, I cant believe frisk can go through it"
"Let me guess, you kill yourself again" I say
"Yes, i just cant live knowing to hurt my family and friend to remedy an old mistake" she put her hand on her face
"I just want these vision to stop, I cant...." I hugged her before she could finish "listen me, you will never forget kill someone, you can believe me, but not thinking something isnt the answer, is with who is close to you the answer"
"Explain yourself" she say, crying
"I killed thousand of man, and I remember all their face, but their death gave me the chance to live with boys and girl who I can consider my family, and for sure frisk go through it too, but you can just.... live"
"Live? LIVE? HOW CAN I LIVE AFTER KILLED THE ONE I LOVE? THE ONE WHO NEVER HURT ME AND THE ONE THAT I KILLED THEM JUST FOR REVIVE AFTER A MISTAKE?" she shouted, crying even more, and some black goo
"Are they happy? If they do now I dont see any problem" I say
"Yes, but...." she say, getting calmer
"And you are happy with them?"I stopped her "Yes, but I " i stopped her again, "your visions never get off, but you just can live with it, everyone get used to everything almost like me"
"Well, the story ended with me trying to suicide again but you saving me. Now your turn?" She say, "Okay, but don't throw up"
(A/n)
Too much so I decide to separate in 2 piece, I will make the other get out the soon as possible

the proxy and the princess (female chara x male proxy reader)Dove le storie prendono vita. Scoprilo ora