From day one (slytherin boys x Y/N)

3) the pain in our scars

⚠️Detailed SH⚠️

Draco's POV:

"I'll be back in a minute" I say, leaving before anyone can ask where I'm going.
I haven't stopped scratching at it, I want it gone. Now!
How can I get rid of it? I walk into the bathroom of my dorm and lean against the counter. Looking in the mirror. Merlin, I look rough. I look down at my mark then back to the mirror. My heart is racing and my mind is flooded with thoughts. I open all the cupboards searching for something to use to get rid of the tattoo. I find a box of razors, hesitantly I pick one up and hold it. Looking at it through the mirror. I turn the miniature wall light on and close the door. I hold the blade to my mark and let it hover there. I slowing lower it to my skin, pushing it in to my wrist and swiping it over the mark and watching the crimson blood seep from the cut, I kept going, I couldn't stop. Every time I do it, it gives me hope. Hope that maybe one day, I will be able to cut it out.
I dry the blood and throw my blazer back on, walking down the steps and back to the group.

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Y/Ns POV:

Draco finally comes back.
"Where were you?" I ask, curiously. I sit, waiting for an answer. He stares at me, blankly.
"I just went to grab something" he answers, flatly.
I leave it at that. I don't want to pester him. It's a horrible feeling. I smile at him, to let him know I'm here if he needs me.
"Right.." I stand up, slapping my thighs. "We should get ready for the next tournament. It's cold and we'll be outside for a while, wrap up warm"

I walk up the steps with Pansy and Astoria.
"What you guys going to wear?" Astoria asks, excitedly.
I through myself onto my bed and look up at her, she's frantically going through her wardrobe, throwing what she calls 'maybes' onto her bed. She glosses over them and picks up a cute cropped knitted jumped and a pair of black leggings.
"You will freeze in that" I say, firmly.
"Yes, but I'll look cute while I'm freezing" she smiles, flipping her hair over her shoulder and getting changed. I pick up her coat and chuck it onto her bed.
"At least wear that!" I say, looking at her through my eyebrows. She sighs and puts it on.
"We have 20 minutes, so do your finishing touches, I'm going to get changed now" I say, smiling.
I open the dorm door and start to walk.
"Where do you think you're going?" Pansy asks.
"To see if the boys have any nice hoodies." I say, walking away, I hear Pansy giggling distantly.

I make it to the boys door and knock, Evan opens it.
"Oh, hey Y/N" he smiles.
I smile back. "Got any nice hoodies I can steal for a bit?" I ask him. He smiles again.
"Always. What's ours is yours, have a little look."
I walk in while he closes the door, I hear Theo and Mattheo bickering in the bathroom, Barty and Regulus are sat down reading the daily prophet, Tom his nowhere to be seen (as per usual, he's always wondering off) Enzo is sat in the window sill, staring at the sky.
"Any thing new?" I ask Barty and Reg.
"Nothing much, just lying about Harry and making him out to be even more innocent and Niave than he really is." They answer. I laugh and look over at Enzo.
"Skys nice today isn't it?" I smile. He nods, staring at it lovingly.
I hear rapid footsteps behind me.
"I knew I could hear you!!!" Mattheo says excitedly while picking me up from behind and spinning me, making me squeal. He puts me down and asks why I'm in their dorm.
"Looking for a hoodie" I shrug, walking to their shared closet, they are all the same size so they are always wearing each others clothes. Wouldn't surprise me if they shared underwear, they are way too comfortable with one another.
"Of course, what's ours is-" Mattheos begins.
"Is yours. I've already said." Evan finishes for him. He throws himself onto his bed, Theo and Mattheo copying him. I pick up a slytherin jumper.
"Who's is this?" They all look at it and shrug.
"Could be anyone's." Theo admits.
"Check the tag." Reg suggests.
I read the tag.
"Oh it's Mattheos, you don't mind?" I ask him.
"Of course not. You've already stolen half of my wardrobe." He snickers. Theo nudges him and raises his eyebrows, this confuses me but I continue with what I was doing. I walk into their bathroom.
"Dracos showering in there!" Barty warns me.
"I think I'll survive" I laugh.