Now when i look back in hindsight I realise I am literally the biggest fool on this planet. Everything and anything done or said was never related to me. I was just a pawn. It was just to get to her.
The songs, the questions, the vague self talk all of it was for her. Your false love for me was an attempt just to get back at her, or to be with her, to be near her so that she can never really forget about you. To be involved in her life, to know about her. To show her that you still exist. And that you still love her.
How I can I be so stupid?! How can I not know?! How can I be so blind?!!!
I am not angry with you now I am angry with myself to be sucked in this mess. I had no part to play in your life. I don't fit in all this. It pisses me to even think about it now.
This is not my life's story, I will not allow it to be. I have nothing to do with you people. I don't belong here.
You never had a place for me in your life.
And I should have understood that earlier.
Kisi aur ki love story khud ki samjh ke jee rahi thi abhi tak.
