Choices (RADIO APPLE)

25-The Big Argument

After a week of love and cuddling alastor and lucifer argue.

"Oh please you never gave two shits about me alastor!" Lucifer yells.

"I do care lucifer i do" alastor growls.

"I just ...why ...why would you....how do i ...god..i dont even have the words right now to describe how selfish you are!" The king yells in frustration.

"Selfish!? Oh please,lucifer,your the one who was selfish enough to ruin your perfect life in heaven for some woman who cheated on you fifty two timed with the same man!" Alastor yells.

"Lilith what..." Lucifer seems shocked.

"Oh you think you know everything but no..you know nothing about lilith,shes a goddamn whore. I trued to warn you so much yet you said 'yeah no lilith aint like that'. Do you know who she was cheating on you with?" Alastor mumbled.

"Who?" Lucifer asks.

"Michael...your brother..." Alastor says breaking lucifers heart.

"I ...oh gosh" lucifer tears up.

"Oh and i hope you were hurt when you fell from heaven cause of that selfish act" alastor says in a low angry tone.

"...you think you know me!?..you know nothing of who i am! I love you alastor i do i really do but you just want to use me for your own pleasure and love whenever you need it!" Lucifer yells silencing alastor "thats what i thought ...." Lucifer says annoyed.

"I think we should take another break fron eachother" alastor looks down.

"Yeah...we should" lucifer nods. Alastor walks away to his room and lays down...crying softly tears flowing from his eyed.

Lucifer on the other hand was also in his room crying tears of blood as so to say but not actual tears of blood.

⚠️TW:Blood and Self harm will be included throughout this chapter⚠️

As the weeks and days pass without alastor,lucifer has become depressed and has started hurting himself. As he picks up a blade he presses it against his skin and slashes it,golden blood flows down onto his desk and he repeats it over and over again. Once he is done he washes his forearm and bandages it he cleans up his desk and gets back do making ducks that look exactly like alastor.

ALASTORS DIARY:

ᴅᴇᴀʀ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ,
ɢᴏsʜ..ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴡᴇᴇᴋs ʙᴀᴄᴋ. ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟᴜᴄɪғᴇʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡɪsʜ ʜɪᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀʀɢᴜᴇ. ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜɪᴍ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ʙᴇ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʜᴇ's ʜᴀʀᴍɪɴɢ ʜɪᴍsᴇʟғ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋ ᴏɴ ʜɪᴍ sᴏᴏɴ. ʟᴜᴄɪғᴇʀ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ...ᴍʏ ғɪʀsᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ,ᴏᴋᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴠᴏx ʙᴜᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ....ɪ ᴍɪss ʜɪᴍ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ. ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʜɪᴍ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ. ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʜɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴍᴇ sᴀᴅ. ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʀᴜsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇɪɴs ᴀs ɪ sɪᴛ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴜᴄɪғᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪsʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɪss ʜɪs sᴏғᴛ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ʟɪᴘs ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ʜɪs ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴡᴀs...ᴍᴍʜ.... ᴇxᴛʀᴀᴏʀᴅɪɴᴀʀʏ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴋɪss ʜɪᴍ.....ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀʀʀʏ ʜɪᴍ. ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪs ʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴀᴡᴇʀ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘɪᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀ ғɪɴɢᴇʀ ɪɴ ɪᴛs ʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴇ- ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴᴛ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ,ɪ ᴍɪss ʜɪᴍ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ.

END OF AL'S DIARY...

Alastor writes pages and pages of his diary about how sexy and handsome lucifer is. He sighs. He hears Lucifer groan. Alastor gets up and runs to lucifers room.

"Lucif-" alastor gets cut off as he seed lucifer cutting himself.

"Al..." Lucifer whispers weakly

"Oh luci." Alastor stitches the wounds and bandages them.

"Why would you do this?" Alastor asks.

"I miss you.." Lucifer admits.

"Oh baby...i missed you too." Alastor hugs Lucifer tightly.

"Can we get back together again?" Lucifer sniffles.

"Yeah..we can" alastor kisses lucifer softly.

as the two become a couple again something happens...in a horrible manor to lucifer....