Me, Who is Nothing for you

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I looked at you from the farthest when you were lingering around someone who seemed fake to my eyes.

Little did I ever say about how I felt because I knew my opinion didn't matter at the moment.

You were captivated by the innocent charms they threw while I pry on my own feelings over you.

I liked you for so long even though I never said it. I know you better than anyone and I can see through your eyes.

I see you prancing your way to her everyday while I prayed for a single moment in a while.

Her mere words were feelings giving you flutters while my feelings seemed like words to you.

But I was happy that you were happy. Maybe that is what I yearned the most.

I see you lying to me making up stories thinking I would believe it. And I smile looking at you while hurting myself.

It wasn't easy for me to accept that I didn't mean anything to you. I was just an option. Only a shoulder you would rely on. A mere wall that you talk to. I finally, accepted.

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