bad dream...

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Tomass jumped. He was sitting on his bed, his face was filled with shock, sadness and also tears. He had a dream where his mom didn't survive and died in the hospital. He calmed down, wiped his tears and stood up from bed. He went to take a shower. After he took a shower he thought about breakfast. He didn't know if he wanted to eat or no. After a little bit of thinking he decided not to eat. He checked his phone. There was were no missed calls or messages from his mom or the doctor. That was good, but... There were messages from Emi... He just decided to ignore it. He wasn't excited to see her text anymore. He used to get so happy and excited. But now... He doesn't feel anything. He didn't really care about those texts. . .
He grabbed his phone, wallet and house keys and left the house. He went to the bus stop. He waited for his bus to arrive. After 10 minutes it was finally here. He got on the bus and went to the hospital. He was just standing trying to get as fast to the hospital as possible. He didn't want to be here. He felt some eyes looking at him. He just tried to ignore it. After 2 minutes he was finally there. He walked out the bus and went into the hospital. He asked if he could see his mom. And they said yes. He was glad that he could at least see her. He went to her room. She was still not awake but he still talked to her if she was awake.
"The doctor told me that you're doing a lot better. And he also told me that today they will do more surgeries. He did say that you might wake up. Can you believe that mom? Oh and also... I don't really have any feelings for Emi. I saw that she texted me, but I didn't awnser. She deserves someone better. Right mom? Do you agree with me? I wish you could awnser me... I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm really sorry mom. I really love you." He smiled, but then he bursted out to tears. "I really miss you mom.. please wake up."
The doctor walked in.
"Sorry sir but you have to go. We need to start your mom's surgery."
"Yeah. Of course." He wiped his face and eyes.
"I will let you say your good byes. But please don't take too long."
"Thank you doctor."
The doctor left the room. Tomass looked at his mom with no hope is his eyes.
"I'm sorry mom... But I have to go. Good bye. I hope that surgery will work out and you will wake up."
Tomas left the room. He said good bye to the doctor and then left the hospital. He went to the bus stop again. He waited for his bus for 7 minutes. When the bus came he got on the bus again and went to work.
He worked at a cafe. His job is pretty boring but he applied to it for money. He has been working there for a week and 4 days. Today he had to work for 9 hours. It was also a pretty busy day. Finally work finished and Tomass was able to go home. As soon as he got home he took a shower. Then he made himself some food. It was still pretty early but Tomass was so tired today that he just went to sleep.

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