"I'm probably not even her type, there's no chances of us connecting"
"I'm in utter awe whenever I see her, butterflies in my throat, there's no chances of us tho"
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Zaymari Arise.
10:34 AM
I hear knocking on my bedroom door. "I just want to be alone right now please" i say with my voice cracking. "It's me best" I hear paige say throught the other side of the door.
She probably came to check on me, since I told her what happened with Monti. I don't think i've stopped crying since it happened honestly, it's more tears of anger if anything. I'm just pissed because I don't just get intimate with anyone, so the fact that she carried on with me knowing she liked another bitch was weird.
"come in" i say, paige walks in holding two bags with the mcdonald's label on them in her right hand, and a caramel frappe in her left.
"You ate- nah i know you haven't. You need to eat best, i got you your favorite and everything " paige says while making herself comfortable on my bed. I don't have an appetite honestly, im disgusted and my emotions are all over the place.
"I'm not hungry right now best, but i'll eat it later" i say while getting myself under the covers more. "zaymari, i know you don't lie and imma sit here until you eat man. Why you letting her ass get to you, ill really pull up to her shit with Tati and beat the grime right out her grimey ass, friend or not. " paige says with her eyebrows raised
"i'm just fucking hu-" i stop talking because tears start pouring out. Paige puts down the bags of food and frappe before embracing me in a hug and rubbing my shoulder.
" Just give me the green light twin and i'll beat the fuck out her, like i hate seeing you hurt over some bullshit" she says while wiping my face for me.
"Im just pissed man so fucking pissed. Its so fucking simple to communicate and be fucking honest, this girl was kissing all over my neck and on the low she got a whole shorty on her hip" I say while talking with my hands angrily.
"calm down twin for real, and they can't be too deep already. They just met two days ago and plus her feelings for you definitely gotta be stronger, considering the fact that she called after you when you were leaving" paige says
I give her a "really nigga" look cause that really doesn't mean shit, her respect for me obviously isn't there. I give zero fucks about her calling after me respectfully.
"What! i'm just tryna calm you down twin, now eat your fucking food before I bite your tattoos off" she says while shoving my bag and drink towards me.
see what I mean dumb shit... I munch down my fries and nuggets. Can't even lie this shit good as hell, im glad Paige is in my life. I really feel like I got someone who cares about me and considers my feelings, i have a really good ass friend man.
