Devil's Love|MafiaJK ff

Chapter 8

Y/n's pov:

We entered the diner and ordered the food.i took luna to the last corner seat and asked her about last night.

Y/n:luna,i have never seen you gloomy or guilty after a mission in these 3years. what happened last night?

Luna: it's not about the mission y/n.

Y/n: i know,jimin called me in the morning.

Luna: I'm confused, I don't even know how to put it.i was inches away from stabbing him and he was pointing my gun at me.

Y/n: you think he's one of them?

Luna: no(shook her head) he killed them, he's an outsider for sure but not a normal person.i think he's a mafia too.

Y/n: so,you are gloomy about him ,being a mafia and guilty about you ,being a cop.

Luna:it's crystal clear we betrayed eachother(sigh sadly)

Y/n:i think jimin must have his reasons. you should talk it out with him,luna.(sigh)it's a relief,he doesn't belong to pheonix mafia(leaned on the chair).

Luna: I don't know how to feel about this,y/n....yes,I was relieved to see him kill our enemies but he's.....i loved-

Y/n: i can understand what you are trying to say,luna.yes ,he's not the cute colleague you loved.but,what about you? you are also not the innocent fragile luna he fell for.

Luna:i don't know....it's complicated.

Y/n:love is not complicated luna,the complicated one is people, they think they know everything about the person they love...people don't really know you, it's all you...they see,what you let them to see, they'll know, what you want them to know about you.love is all about your feelings,luna.just feelings ,nothing more nothing less.

Luna:my feelings?

Y/n:(nods)I'm asking you how you feel around him,if you are genuinely happy and comfortable around him, feel butterflies and being loved,that's all matters luna.it's all about the present, neither the emotional past you had with him nor the excited future you planned with him.

Luna: but..we were not faithful to eachother from the start...love alone is not enough,isn't it?

Y/n:It's also about regrets, luna .you can think love is not everything that matters, the trust, faith blahblahblah. But seriously, you should ask you the question about regrets when you are confused.you regret started Loving him?

Luna:No...(shook her head)

Y/n: you'll regret stop loving him?

Luna: (nods her head looking down)

Y/n:There you go... YOLO my little sister You Only Live Once and you don't know until when, just live... just love .if he makes you feel good, accept it putting all the agendas aside.

Luna:(sigh)

Y/n: (caress her hand)You should talk it out luna, may be it's not that big of a deal you think it is.

Luna: what if he hates me?(sniffed)I don't know how he feels about this whole thing(started crying) everything is a mess now...a BIG DAMN mess!

Y/n:Don't hold the stone near your eyes and think it's a big damn rock,luna. (smiled at her and wipped her tears)just extend your hand to see what you are holding...If it's a rock,then'it is what it is 'you can't change the fact...but what if ,it's a small beautiful pebble?...you are the one holding it,luna.it's yours...extend your hands for him(caress her head)give him a chance to explain himself.he's yours,luna.

Luna: (nods her head sniffing)

I waved to jimin as he entered the diner,i stood from my seat and made him sit there.i walked to pick up the order.

Y/n: here you go,love birds(arranged the plates before them)

Jimin: thanks,y/n.

Y/n: i trust you,jimin(smiles)please take care of my sister for me.

Luna:where are you going?

Y/n:oh, please(rolled my eyes)i don't want to be a thirdwheel .just enjoy your lunch and talk things out by yourself . I'm done here,bye(smiles).

Jimin: I'll take her home after lunch,y/n.don't worry.

Y/n: yeah yeah,you can take her.to home(wink). I'm off now.

Jimin: bye(chuckles)

I waved to them and walked out of the diner smiling.i was surprised when someone hugged me from behind.i turned to see who it is.

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Hello, butterflies 💜.y/n is a cool sister, isn't she?comment down your thoughts about this chapter and stay tuned for more chapters.