Taste Of The Divine

Fall

He puts his hand on my face and I look right at him, noticing his face is bare and his natural hair.

- Your hair is curly.

He passes the other hand on it.

- Is it bad?
- No. It's sweet.
- Do you like it? I'm not even with make up on...

I see his red ears. It's cold, but his expression doesn't lie.

- You know... I've seen some pictures of you. You have a well-built body, veins showing up and now curly hair... If somebody told me these features, I would say it's talking about David by Michelangelo.

We get silent again. His face looks surprised. I need to stop to be so straightforward... I feel his hand slide to the back of my neck and his face is closer. His other hand on my waist.

- I saw your face this close that day. I've been thinking about it since then.

He puts his lips on mine, lightly.

- I can't stop thinking about you too.

We stick our lips closer.

His lips are soft. His hands hold me tight and he pulls me closer. My hands are on his shoulders. I wish I could feel his muscles...

We finish with soft kisses, going down to my neck. My body shivers and I remember that dream I had. This is better than the dream.

- I like your kiss...

He kisses me again. It's getting hot. Our kiss is not innocent anymore, getting even deeper. My heart is racing now.

My hands go down to his belly opening his coat, touching him under the shirt. Touching feels better than seeing. I hear him sigh.

We stop and hug each other. I feel his breath against my neck and his hands touching my back softly. His breath is giving me goosebumps, making me sigh. I feel his hands passing on my back, making me breathe heavier. I feel him breathing heavily too and kissing my neck softly. And pulling me even closer to him.

I feel like melting under his touches, wanting me more. I want more of him too. I move, changing my position a bit and can fell him getting hard on my leg...

- Chan... We need to stop...

I move away.

- We need to stop now. It's better if we don't keep going.
- Why not?

He looks at me. I can't think straight.

- N-not now. - It's still hard to breathe.
- Okay...

We just hug each other, feeling our bodies full of lust. But we can't. Not here, not now.

I release the hug, moving away from him and walking around. I pass my hands on my hair, trying to put things together. My mind is a mess.

- It's better if I go now. I have things to do tomorrow.
- Ok. I can call a car for you.

I just nod and he pulls his phone.

We go down the building and soon the car comes. We say goodbye and I get in, going to the UNI.

In the car. Almost falling asleep. But the images of his chest going up and down, his face looking at me, the muscles... That muscle... Are fixed in my head, making me feel hot again.

It's getting hard to control my breathing inside the car and keep my face straight, my head is full of unholy images. What would have happened if I had let the fire burn? He's strong, thick... And his voices, his touches... Should I let we taste it?

As my mind floats, the car arrives and I'm pulled back to reality. I pay the driver and get inside the UNI.

Walking to my dorm, I see the marks I left in my hands with my nails, because I clenched my fists really tightly. Just thinking that those marks could be on his back...

I sigh and get inside the room. Yejin is sleeping already and I go take a bath to let my body relax and let the day go. I go to my bed afterwards and blackout.