I miss you. I do miss your presence. I miss seeing you online. I miss reading your stories, your thoughts, your rants. God I miss you so much. Is it wrong of me to miss you like this? I don't even have the right to miss you haha.
If only I could turn back the time, I should really stayed as your friend. And I should stop this feeling from the start so that I could keep you. So that I could be with you.
I still wonder if you misses me too but I think that's impossible, you couldn't even remember me. You hardly even know me lol how could you miss me right? haha.
Siguro nga I really need closure from you. Kung gusto kitang kalimutan siguro kailangan ko ng kalinawan sa mga bagay bagay, ang kaso ang hirap. Hindi ko alam kung saan mag sisimula, hindi ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin lahat lahat. I'm also scared that you would find me creepy for keeping this feelings for years haha I know that's a normal reaction but I might cry if that ever happenes, if you find me creepy and hated me haha. Ayoko rin namang guluhin ka pa, baka masira ko lang peace of mind mo or makadagdag lang ako sa isipin mo. Ayoko non, ayokong maging isa pa'ko sa gumagambala sa isip mo at nagbibigay sayo ng alalahanin. As much as I want to talk to u, I will keep my distance for you to be safe from me bcz I might bring you disaster lol haha. Basta gusto ko lang mabawasan iniisip mong negatibo tungkol sayo, sa mga nangyayari at sa mga nakapaligid sayo (tangina niyang kuya mo tukmol e hahahaha).
Idk idk idk di ko na alam bakt ganto para tlgang may kulang haha I don't even have the right to keep u by my side lol. I wish I could keep you and be with you. I wish I'm the one who would listen to your rants, thoughts and silly jokes. Sino ba'ko para gustuhin mo rin tangina nihamak na wala naman akong laban dyan sa nagugustuhan mo.
Hahays... Pero alam mo ba? Sa umaga iniisip ko kung tulog ka paba kung kumain kanaba o kung ano ginagawa mo kung ok lang ba gising mo o kung kumakain kaba ng agahan tas sa gabi naman iniisip ko kung nagpupuyat ka kung ano yung mga ginagawa na that keeps u stay at night haha.
and I prayed to God that he will keep you safe and gives you a good rest at night and guides you and just give the things that you deserve.
(DI AKO MAKATULOG KASI INIISIP NA NAMAN KITA KAYA DIRETSO AKO RITO WAHA)
