I don't want to talk you when I am this mess. When the time comes, I want to be properly introduced myself to u. Just wait, I will overcome all of these. I will become a better version of myself, so that you wouldn't find me difficult. So that you wouldn't find it hard to love me, to know me and to read me. I'm gonna make it for the people that I loved, including you. You would probably find me creepy (I would to if I were you) but I really can't change what I'm feeling rn. Lol maybe someday I would realize that it's not you, that I would find someone else (cz we don't know what life been preparing) but there's still a part of me that is hoping that you would be the one I end up with. I know that you're just too good for me, out of my reach but I want to become the person that is capable to deserve you, to be love by you.
God, please give this to me.
