Bellas povToday is the first day of high school. Im starting at myself in the mirror, i can help it but think about all I've been through this summer.
My mom and my dad broke up on April. My dad was the best dad ever, at least when I was a kid, as I grew up he changed completely, he started yelling, and saying thing that really made me hate myself, he would made me feel like the worst human being. At that point I met luke, he seemed like the only one that could understand me. He held me the whole way through. My mom was blinded by him, she didn't realize how much it hurts to have someone who drains you every single day of your life, and she didn't imagine that guy was my dad, someone I loved with all my hear ,till it's was my moms turn, they started to argue every day. My mom was starting her tour and he wouldn't let her cause he didn't want to take care of me, then after months of arguing they broke up. Now it's just my mom and I, I can't express how heartbreaking is to see your mom going through all that, and not to mention, at around June she started dating a guy... he's name was matty, i hated him, for lots of reasons. They they broke up, and those months absolutely horrible.
I spent the whole summer touring with her, as no one was there to be with me except, gracie Abrams and my mom. Luke came to see me a couple of times durning the summer. Which I was greateful for.
Those months were the best and worst of my life.But suddenly at around august, right before the Kansas City nights, everything was turning into something else, suddenly everything changed, I started to see color in everything, even in my mom.
Now it's almost mid august, and I'm starting high school, my mom is coming back today from her tour in Latin America. I've been with my grandparents since then.
I'm New York, getting ready for my first day of high school.
I sigh and exit the bathroom, I left my school bag ready last night, so I took it and went downstairs, and drank some water.
I took my phone and texted luke.
"hi im ready, are you picking me up today?"
"omw".
He usually picks me up and we drive around 15 min to school. Then we go to our classes and meet for lunch.
I have some friends but definitely not a lot, not a lot of people want to be friends with me, and I get it. Except for my best friend, ella, she has been my friend since 1 grade, we went through a lot together. Everyone loves her, she is so kind and sweet with everyone, not to mention she has this amazing sense of humor, I'm always laughing around her. She is seriously the best.We sit in the same place as last year, we see the same faces from last year and the same teachers.... borning...
It's finally lunch, today I have something I made for myself last night, I'm not sure what it is, it's like a salad.
I eat with Ella, luke, and Jake.
Jake is Luke's best friend. Ella likes him, a lot, she is squeezing my leg every time he looks at her, it's so funny I can't stop laughing.
"It's everything okey Bella?" Luke asks me while I'm laughing, I'm the only one laughing here, so yeah, I seem crazy.
"yeah just uhm" I laughed even harder. Suddenly Ella squeezes my leg a little too hard.
"OW ELLA!" I cover my mouth right before that.
Everyone in the table is looking at me with the weirdest face ever.
"stop Ella please" I'm laughing so hard even tho I'm trying to be serious. "Seriously... stop".
"What are you talking about..?" She rolls her eyes and she leaves my thigh alone.We finished eating and we have our last periods.
The school bell rang and it's time to leave, thank god.
"hi" Luke's voice appears in my back, I turn around.
"Oh hi let's go" we leave the school and walk to his car.
I hop in and we drove to my house.I arrived and open my house with my keys.
As I open the door I see my mom cooking in the kitchen."Bella!!" My mom came running to hug me
"ugh i missed you" she seem so happy to see me
"I missed you too mom" I hug her back.
"How was your first day of school!" She takes a step back and looks at me.
"Borning..." I roll my eyes
"I'm excited you are here how was Latin America?!" I ask her.
"great I loved it I had the best time ever!" I smiles and nods.
"That's great!" I hug her one more time .
"So how's Ella? You two are in the same class right?" My mom asks me.
"She is fine, she went to Europe this summer and she told me all about, oh and yeh we are in the same class" she took my hand
"Great! Look I made cinnamon rolls, do you want one?" She asks me.
I've been taking care of what i eat this days. This summer was so hard I held myself in eating.
I ate and ate... so I gained weight. Now I'm trying to go back to normal.
"Sure give me one!" If it was me I wouldn't took that cinnamon roll, but she looks so excited and come on it's one roll... I can do it for sure, I've got it all under control.
"mmm did you put something new in this? They are so good" I say woth my mouth full of cinnamon roll.
"no, she laughed".
I kept eating it. "God mom these are delicious mmmh" I say while I pick my plate and put it on the dishwasher. My mom laughed at how much I loved them.
"I'll be watching some greys in my room okey?" I say as I walk upstairs.I watched some greys anatomy for a while, till it was 5pm, then I decided to do something with my life. That thing was doing FaceTime with Luke and paint my nails.
"hey" I say opening my nail polish bag.
"hi what are you doing?" He asks
"Painting my nails"
"cool, how's your mom?" He asks. He knows everything that happened to her the last year, so he cares what I think that's so cute.
"she's really good, like really, I don't know what's going on" I say, my moms has changed, completely, it's like someone fixed her. I don't get it. But I'm happy for her.I kept painting my nails and chatting with Luke about how funny is to see Jake and Ella flirt. When we hang up I went to the bathroom and took a shower. Then my mom called me to have dinner.
I ate the spaghetti she made and then went to sleep.hope you liked this first chapter ;) it's a little into to the characters so it's kinda short.