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DEAR DIARY, (9/3/2024)
OH, UGH!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, THE SITH LORD CAN NEVER BE DESTROYED, HOW CAN WE POSSIBLY DESTROY HER OR STOP HER?!... I'VE GONE THROUGH ALMOST EVERY STAR WARS BOOKS AND OTHER BOOKS OF KNOWLEDGE AND, IT STILL DOESN'T MENTION ON HOW YOU DEFEAT HER, YET, AND, I MEAN HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY STOP SOMEBODY WHO IS OR ISN'T HERE, YET?!... I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS! WHY CAN'T MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY SEE JESUS CHRIST YET?!... WHAT IS HE EXPECTING FROM THEM, ANYWAY, FRIENDSHIP?! ALLIES?! LOVE?! PEACE?! UNIFICATION PROVERBS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!...
I'M TIRED, MAYBE AN ANSWER WILL STRIKE BACK AT ME OR HIT ME IN THE FACES FOR TOMORROW FOR IT, TOO. I HOPE! AND, THAT'S WHY COFFEE AND TEAS'S ONLY FOR GROWN-UPS! HEH HEH!... DARTH SIDIOUS AS FAKE MOTHER GOTHEL, WHO IS SHE?!... SHE LOOKS FAMILIAR! LIKE I'VE SEEN HER FACE SOMEWHERE ELSE BEFORE! I'M NOT FINE, I'M NOT FINE! I CAN'T MOVE THE MOUNTAINS! I CAN'T TAKE ANOTHER NIGHT UP IN MY BEDROOMS! I CAN'T KEEP DOWN THE UNSPOKEN INVISIBLE PAINS! I'M HOPING FOR A MIRACLE! A MIRACLE FOR ME! I WOULD MOVE THE MOUNTAINS! MAKE NEW TREES AND FLOWERS TO GROW! I'M JUST WONDERING ON WHERE WE GO! WHERE DO I GO?!... I WOULD SHOW THIS FAMILY SOMETHING NEW! I WOULD SHOW THIS FAMILY THAT THERE'S SOMETHING LEFT TO PROVE TO IT!...
ISN'T THE TRUTHS SUPPOSED TO SET YOU FREE?!... BUT, HOW CAN I SHOW THEM, WHEN THEY ALWAYS TELL ME TO SIT DOWN?! AND TO CALM DOWN, WHEN I CAN'T?!... SO, I LOOK BACK UP THE STARS WHO GUIDE ME! AND, TAKE CAUTIONS TO EVERY WARNINGS'S SIGNS! SO, I MAKE THESE WISHES AND SIGNS TO HAVE SOMETHING MORE FOR US, THAN ALL OF THIS!!...
MEPHILIS?! AND, IBLIS?!... WHAT ARE THEY?!... WHO ARE THEY?!... SO MANY QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS TO BE TOLD TO ME ON A LATER DATE FOR IT, TOO. AT LEAST, I KNOW THAT MY BEDROOM AND TYPE-WRITING IS THE ONLY COMFORTS THAT I GIVES ME FOR ME FROM IT, TOO.
EVERY PLACE IS A CHARMING LITTLE PRETTY PLACE FOR ME TO BE IN FOR US, RIGHT NOW, TOO. MASKS, HEROES, VILLAINS, THEY HIDE OUR FEARS, THEY HIDE OUR FACES, HOW IS THE CASSANDRA-HEROES SUPPOSED TO EVEN LIKE THIS?!... I DON'T CARE IF THE DEVILS OR SITH LORDS ARE AFTER ME FOR ME, I JUST WANNA LIVE A NORMAL LIFE FOR ME, ALL OVER AGAIN, TOO. SOMETIMES, IT ALWAYS FELT TO ME LIKE ADVENTURES IS SMACKING ME IN THE FACES FOR IT, TOO. STILL, ITS'S ABSURD, THEN, WHATEVER IT IS THAT THE DEVILS AND SITH LORDS WANNA DO FOR US, THEY CAN DO IT ALONE!!...
ABOUT TIME THAT JESUS CHRIST SHOWED UP TO SEE US, WHAT TOOK HIM SO LONG!?!... AND, YEAH, HE'S BACK, AGAIN, LIKE THE PROPHECIES SAID THAT HE'D BE BACK, EVERYBODY WONDERS IF MAYBE HE'S THE CHOSEN-ONE-AVATAR, AS FATE WOULD HAVE IT, MAYBE THERE'S THREE AVATARS-ME, PRINCESS RAPUNZEL, AND, KING FREDERIC, IT'S TIME FOR US TO GO ON SO MANY MISSIONS AND SAVE THE WORLD, AFTER WE REST FOR A BIT FOR IT, TOO.
WELL, IT SEEMS THAT JESUS'S LITTLE TRIPS HAS CHANGED MUCH WITHIN HIM FOR IT, YET, TOO. WOULDN'T THE DOORS HAVE BEEN EASIER?!... I'M ALONE, AGAIN, ALWAYS ALONE, NATURALLY!... IT ISN'T NATURAL! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THE SITH LORD ACTUALLY SET UP A TRAP FOR ME! FOR ME! WHAT WAS SHE EVEN THINKING?!... I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THE SITH LORD IS EVEN BACK OR ALIVE! I THOUGHT THAT PEOPLE LIKE HER WAS JUST A LEGEND! SHE CAN'T BE REAL! SHE CAN'T BE A REAL THING! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE, RIGHT!?!!...
TODAY, IT'S MATING SEASONS, AFTER SCHOOL, AND, AFTER SCHOOL, ALL OF THE BOYS WOULD BE SINGING OR GIVING OUT FLOWERS OR CANDY BOXES OR SOMETHING TO THE LADIES, IN FACT, IT'S ALWAYS MATING SEASONS FOR THE BOYS AND GIRLS, IN SCHOOL AND OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL AND WORK FOR IT, TOO. I'M NOT MUCH OF A MATING PERSON, BUT, SADLY, I CAN TAKE A HINT! SOME PEOPLE IN TOWN SOUND LIKE ELVIS! NOT MY TYPE! PEOPLE DON'T HAVE TO BE RICH OR COOL TO BE MY MATE! LOVE IS IN THE AIR FOR US! LOVE IS IN THE AIR FOR ME! OF COURSE, OUR FAMILY ALWAYS LOVES US VERY MUCH! THE ONLY MATE THAT I WOULD FIND FOR ME, IS PEOPLE LIKE JESUS CHRIST, MAYBE WE WERE BORN TO BE TOGETHER, BUT, SADLY, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO HAVE KIDS, TOGETHER FOR IT, TOO. ONLY THE GODS OR GOD DECIDES WHO AND WHEN LADIES WILL HAVE KIDS OR WHEN THEY WILL GET THEM FOR IT, TOO.
